无可, 无不可

糟透了, 糟透了, 心情跌到了低谷..如果次次到这属于我的心境小天地留下的总是酱的'唉声叹气', 那还不如不到, 让它荒废了算!

真想找个人帮我'把把脉', 我到底是怎么了? 以物理学的角度来说, 压力是加于表面上的力所造成的..然而, 我丝毫没感觉到任何力的存在, 也找不着受力的表面..也许是快疯了吧...

还有, 不要再要我猜了..每次猜了, 又不由已的希望自己猜错..每次猜了, 景象又似乎变了不再一样..你是知道的啊, 猜迷语于我是一击不中就置之不理..

算了, 不写了!

公告天下~

无奈`失落(加上一点不好意思)的在此宣布, 本大少从此稿起, 将只以中`韩文记载. 若有带来不便,请多多包涵`见凉~

花了十来万韩币考了两项英语测验, 真的是死了心..一开始的没信心, 还能自欺欺人的说是心理障碍. 然而, 白纸黑字的成绩单, 不由得我不心凉~ 相比之下,中文我本就顶呱呱(好自大哦~), 韩文, 至少比英文来得有信心..成绩`纷沓而来的赞美, 又不由得我不自我膨胀:P..在此附上近期的得意之作, 别见笑~

(배부르게 저녁을 먹고 집을 향해 걸어 가고 있었다. 봄 냄새를 맡고 따뜻한 햇빛을 즐기면서 걷고 있었다. 그 순간, 그 그림같은 순간에 세상이 참 아름답다. 어떤 놈이 길에서 담배를 피우면서 걷고 있다가 고개를 180도 돌려 연기를 내 얼굴에 불었다. 숨을 참느라 그 그림이 그려지지 못했다. 젠장!)

译为:
填饱了肚子(晚餐), 往家的方向走去. 闻着宛似春天的气息` 享受着温暖的傍晚的日光浴, 走着,走着. 那一刻, 就在那如画似图的那一刻, 世界是美好的. 在大街上吞云吐雾的一家伙走着走着,颈项180度旋转 一口烟迎面向我吐来. 只顾着闭气, 构想着的那美好画面也就跟着烟消云散了. 他丫的!

写得很好吧?哈哈~

今天是有史以来我头次缺席了生日派对, 不好意思哦寿星公,在此祝你生日快乐^^我有不得已的苦衷`理由`藉口~ 今天荷包又一次大出血, 唉!


帅吧^^

上交了作业, 想去回合回合他们..可偏偏大展歌喉又不是我的'菜'..想带我的'帅哥'去欣赏欣赏夜景, 又似冷了些..唉, 上线网页聊了知心吧, 还蛮写意的叻..

다가와~

학교에서 블로그 쓰면, 이런 거다>>한국어밖에 못쓴다..
내가 조금 전에 면담을 했다>>원래 맘을 먹고 하겠다는 것을 다시 망설이게 되었다..
맘을 풀지 못해 손을 떼지 못한다, 아니 손을 떼고 싶지 않다>>짐작해 온 것이 더욱 애매해 보인다..
맘을 먹고 거부를 '잔인'하게 하지 못한다>>맘 싸움을 맨날 하게 된다..
계속 쓰다 보면>>더 이상 뭘 써야 되는지 모르겠다..
열람실대신 멀티미디어실 컴퓨터 앞에 앉았다>>숙제를 하지 않게 된다..
블로그를 쓴다>>시간 낭비가 된다..

디카를 여동생에게 주었다>>눈 사진을 찍지 못했다..
눈 내림을 찍을 수 없다>>밖에 나가 놀 생각을 하지 못했다..
사진을 찍고 싶은 맘이 생겼다>>사진기를 하나 사고 싶다..
대표, 조장을 맡게 된다>>자부심이 생긴 반면, 책임이 많아져 스트레스를 좀 느낀다..

이제 밤마다 1시 전에 꼭 잠 잔다>>느낌이 좋다..
딴 생각을 할 때 딴 생각을 하고 평상시 바보처럼 보낸다>>라이브=굿~~(life is good~~)
멀리 걸어 학생식당에서 저녁을 먹는다>>행복을 느낀다(혼자서라도)..

인턴을 많이 신청해 보겠다>>신청서를 작성할 만하는가?
만약에 여름에 인턴을 하게 된다>>여행가는 시간이 있겠는가?
여름 방학 여행간다>>돈이 충분한가?
여행가지 않는다>>뭘 할 까?
인턴을 하지 않는다>>맘이 괜찮은가? 취직이 잘 되는가?

원하는 것이 뭔가?>>모르겠다 아직!

长......................恨歌

很抱歉, 又是EMO的时候..最讨厌酱, 没事做, 坐在电脑前虚度光阴..
好了, EMO不见了..是时候医医肚子..
一时的心血来潮, 在加上'损友'的'怂恿', 本大少终于在'阔别'九个月后再次拿起锅铲^^

重新踏进高丽`开讲了一周, 不可不谓'感触'良多..
有些事, 真希望所看到的`听到的不是事实而是虚幻..
另一边又想不闻不'看', 潇洒'多多点'..

那天我们的佳佳少爷居然喝醉了..只好把他'连扶带拉'地带回家里, 谁叫他叫我作哥哥呢~
隔天早上起来, 趁室友们还在会着'周公', 一早就被他'吵醒'的我, 和他闲话起'家常'来..
聊着聊着, 居然还有在咱4433温暖窝的感觉..
羡慕吧? 羡慕也羡慕不来~~:D

昨晚与爸妈和妹连线, 听说我今早还要考试吓了一跳~ 又趁家里只有我一人, 在洗澡时开了个唱间, 请多多捧场^^
英语会话考试, 前后不到二十分钟, 居然要收七万块, 你好过去抢!!
不过从报考此次考试我似乎察觉了些什么..本议论纯属自构, 不认同者请多多包涵, 感觉被'刺'者请唾之一笑.
众生云, 雄性, 冲动动物也..
男人, 一来劲就是'GO GO GO'　勇往直前，途中遇到障碍｀问题，统统＇撞＇掉或绕而避之，一旦先冲｀冲｀冲～
相反的，凡事先观而望之，解决了障碍物，抑或择途而行，女人处事方式也．．
这里并无批评或男女歧视，纯属个人意见．．
想想，冲动是冒险的，也许会累事．．不过也是训练｀培养解决问题能力的途径．．

偶留指爪

明天就要飞了，呵呵！！
每次回家过年，都会让我体会到家和亲情的温暖`可贵，犹以今次为甚。
载茶煲妹与大头去了车站后回到家中，遗留下的那份寂静真让人悚然。
周三在机场，我把佳佳弄哭了，兄弟姐妹四人全都哭了，老爸也不例外流下‘英雄泪’。
姑姑擦了擦眼睛，跟佳佳同年的敏也哭了，最意外的是阿衎也哭得不停抽泣，忒也感人~
也怪不得，我们堂兄弟近来感情突飞猛进，哈哈！！！
这下可惨了，如果不是佳佳也去了高丽，我真想‘不顾一切’，留下来延长‘假期’呢~
惟有待礼拜天，才来个兄弟团聚:P
KOSSAN之旅，重燃了我内心的熊熊烈火，9点就9点，内燃机关！！
谨此打住，高丽再会^^

灰色地带

hew, my blog had been abandoned for long time already..
time really flies, it's February now..CNY is just one week from now, and on the 14th day I'm leaving for Korea again..well, got to at least jot down what I've done during my one month plus back here..

with brothers and sister away for their study, all I can do are going here and there but not far with parents, online, having a look at textbook I brought back(psycho~), dramas, going for morning jog maybe 2 or 3 days out of one week..of course, once friends got back in hometown, even a few, I will call, or I will be called out to yumcha..not much change seen on them after one year, guess more or less same on me, too..some already working, chan yee even resigned and changed job for few times already, some will be graduating half a year ahead of me..again, time flies..oh ya, not far from my house, just super short walking distance, open Summer House Cafe, a new and first so-called 'modern' coffee house in my town..we went yumcha twice, both times there..well, still kind of different with usual and standard one we can find in big town or city, because it's quite noisy there..however, glad to see something new in this small Sungai Besar, a small town with fishing village and paddy fields, is like that~

1st January, my cousin's big day..wow it's kind of crazy at this end of 'Cow' Year..wedding ceremonies here and there..everyone says 'Tiger' Year is 'widow year', that's why those couples all rushing to get marry before it comes??lolz..well, this time my aunt made it small as simplication..there were buffet on the night before and dinner on the right day, but not very big occasion, only really close relatives and friends were involved..wish my cousin and his wife happy and prosperous married life:)..

okay, since I got back home, had been doing survey on laptops for weeks..finally, end of January we had a family trip to KL, and I got my laptop too..driving from hometown to Klang, Klang to Selayang, and Selayang back to Klang..'song' lo driving on highway for the first time, but still alot to be learnt, like all the manners as a driver, and to know and master the route and journey to take to destination..sadly, my ASUS K40IN got problem at startup..OH MY GOD this shouldn't happen on a new one, pretty sure it's hardware but not software problem..for my new com, I got to visit LOWYAT 3 times, and got it settled in the end, received one-to-one exchange for a new one..sweat, must be the young staff there who installed extra RAM-board for me, spoiling the RAM-slot!! anyway, it's running and performing great, YAY~~my little brother who will go to Korea soon as well, spent over RM500 for all the necesssary accessories for winter, ouch! I brought a jacket as well^^though the price is abit over for me as in RM, but, DON'T CARE..the moment I saw it I told myself, I will get it~~near thousand gone in that Universal Travellers..Times Square, Sungai Wang..it maybe great to shop there, but it was too crowded>.<..

ramah mesra on 30th..I took bus to KL to settle my lappie on the day before, 29th..followed my aunt back home on that day also, I drove to Klang with dad again on 30th morning, had to??attend ramah mesra, didn't know how come my name could be listed as ..ended up I had to lead the group for the whole section, explaining and sharing my experience and knowledge from over 4-year life in Korea..didn't really want to accept that myself going to be the eldest batch soon, in final year..well, looking at little juniors, more or less I could see myself back in 4 year ago..
addicted to, and finished 'IRIS'..maybe it's abit late to watch it, but still I enjoy watching it, first Korean drama since I graduated from Korean language lessons..like 김태희 alot, and 소연 as 선화 as well..yet the ending is bad, how can 이병현 died in the end, NO!

at last, like my laptop, so that I can simply carry my computer around, sitting on sofa with tea at my side, writing blog..though no wireless, hooray still~~shopping tomorrow, ayuh^^

平常心

犹记中`小学时常为了阅读报告比赛而出尽法宝` 绞尽脑汁，就为了写所读的内容。书数是越多越好，从不去在意此阅读报告计划的真正宗旨。过去数日，拜不知哪位天才所赐，剪了电话柱上的电话连接线而却没接回，我倒是饱尝了数日无法上网之苦。无可奈何，唯有翻出些小说来炒，聊以打发时间。也许是心境，抑或是想法不同了，此次读来领略的东西还蛮不同的。

就以“倚天”一书来说。书中倒还不少文言文，古著言论` 经义等等，想说全懂还是不可能。然而，尝试去了解还是别有一番‘风味’~昨日，又从报章上看到某某大师诠释的’心‘论，不能说感慨万端` 体会良多，可也是在我的‘心’湖激起了阵阵涟漪。此类经论云云，撇了修行` 修禅不说，实之于处事之道也未为不可。

打从看了‘황진이’之后就不再看韩剧的我，也许是无所事事，或是因正学着韩语的佳佳，陪着看了些‘미남이시네요’。‘IRIS’，买了笔记本电脑后，等着哦‘金泰希’~ 从‘미남이시네요’，最近迷上了‘여전히’, ‘매번 숨겨 왔지만 내 맘은 자꾸 너를 부르고’, 好听~~