halfway through this very first sem in KU..so far, what I found out is that I did make a right choice to come here..still can't forget that few months ago, I was standing at the T-junction, looking at both the roads with a blur vision..for some, they just need to take one road and walk straight without the need to look back, but for me, I was the one who made the road diverged..already 21(now 22:D), still need others to decide for me..in fact, feeling of guilty and the responsibility was haunting me that time..even the thought of running away from the crowd..
well, whatever happened b4, it happened already..now, I'm KU student, of Mechanical Engineering Department..to be frank, being the only group that taking ABEEK here did make me feel lifted(not sure whether abit or ALOTS!).."We ABEEK, u no ABEEK", "u all ABEEK, we no ABEEK"..can be listened quite often..well, there's no point to make comparision, maybe just to release out some stress and tension..what made me feel my decision right??
first, my coursemates here..under one department, and not divided into classes as in college b4, we are more united than ever..there are 10 of us, and ppl say always meet Mechanical gang in campus cafeteria in such big group..the most important is that we help each other, seldom(or never) think of comparing(of coz there's still some, but let's not consider the exception)..there is no doubt that comparision and competition bring improvement, but is there still any point to compare at this stage??come'on man as fy said:"Life is too short to be miserable"..don't u feel tired, after comparing for so many years??we having fun, but can't say that we don't care about studies..we do feel panic when exams approaching..but other time, u can see us going crazy around, bursting into laughs, shouts with some bullshit..this is our Mechanical students, in KU..
second, the exams here..I'm never a exam freak, I hate exams..exams here are hard, but I like them..u r wrong if u think I did well in all my exams..maybe in certain subjects, but the reason I like exams here is that I can perform until 120% of my ability, it brings out some of my hidden potential(hope this is not the max yet:P)..I was panic, tension b4 exams, feeling scared, couldn't solve even one question from books..the only thing I can do is just praying hard that I can pass the exam and don't need to retake it..yet, during exams I still can come out with something(or some shit LOLZ)..my confidence boosted everytime after exam, even though I know my score won't be anywhere near excellent..still, this is the best that I can do.
now, I'm a real Uni student finally(I don't recogize myself as one when I was in college)..am I having and doing everything required, to be a complete Uni student??hmm now in the process of finding out, to make my Uni life a perfection..what else I lack of?!!I think I was a nerd last time, during primary school..but actually what I read the most are storybooks, novels and so on, but not textbooks..not sure whether ppl still nudge me as one now, but I can't deny the 'nerdity' just by saying that:"I got play dota ok, where got study all the time."..lolz..whatever it's, I will just say:"이거 내 스타일이야!".
2009년 4월 30일 목요일
2009년 4월 28일 화요일
one more, though it's not the last!
phew, in a bad mood, and with a heavy head, I beat one more of my '3nemies'!!! one more to go b4 I can have my short break..아짜~~
just found out that:原来我不是那么差嘛! hope I will still think like this after Thursday evening^^
just found out that:原来我不是那么差嘛! hope I will still think like this after Thursday evening^^
2009년 4월 24일 금요일
although Sam/=Shrek
well, I didn't watch 'Shrek' movie b4..but this Tuesday, Sam made me think that I know about Shrek, at least the way Shrek speaks.
here let me introduce Sam Yoon S.K., my lecturer of Thermo, the subject that I enjoy and like the most this sem..it is a English lecture, and Prof. Sam speaks pretty good English, and he looks smart and handsome, made me think of pure Englishman..the past Tuesday class, forgot the situation already, he suddenly spoke like Shrek:"It's number 3 my Lord."..it was totally, exactly, perfectly the same with what I heard from Shrek's thriller..wow!!!
he claimed he's the most stylish lecturer in our department.. well, I can't agree with him 100% since I only know very few of the lecturers, but what I can assure is he is definitely the most handsome one bah:)..quite frequently, he told about his wife..every class, at least twice or more, he will say his quote:"it was a joke, a bad joke.","hey I'm making a joke, u guys are supposed to laugh!"..
in class, those who sit in front will always kena, especially those who make themselves catching his eyesight, by clothing or act..so, sometimes I will try to avoid from wearing pink-color shirt, or my MC-shit to his class, gotta stay low-profile man~~ kononnyer
why did I write so much about him??coz he's my favourite lecturer this sem, and thermo is my favourite subject this sem..and the textbook is wide-opened in front of me now, and the exam is on next Tues, and pray hard that the paper will be nice, since I wrote so much about him~~
here let me introduce Sam Yoon S.K., my lecturer of Thermo, the subject that I enjoy and like the most this sem..it is a English lecture, and Prof. Sam speaks pretty good English, and he looks smart and handsome, made me think of pure Englishman..the past Tuesday class, forgot the situation already, he suddenly spoke like Shrek:"It's number 3 my Lord."..it was totally, exactly, perfectly the same with what I heard from Shrek's thriller..wow!!!
he claimed he's the most stylish lecturer in our department.. well, I can't agree with him 100% since I only know very few of the lecturers, but what I can assure is he is definitely the most handsome one bah:)..quite frequently, he told about his wife..every class, at least twice or more, he will say his quote:"it was a joke, a bad joke.","hey I'm making a joke, u guys are supposed to laugh!"..
in class, those who sit in front will always kena, especially those who make themselves catching his eyesight, by clothing or act..so, sometimes I will try to avoid from wearing pink-color shirt, or my MC-shit to his class, gotta stay low-profile man~~ kononnyer
why did I write so much about him??coz he's my favourite lecturer this sem, and thermo is my favourite subject this sem..and the textbook is wide-opened in front of me now, and the exam is on next Tues, and pray hard that the paper will be nice, since I wrote so much about him~~
2009년 4월 23일 목요일
什么叫做'狂'??
本人曾自比杨过称狂
拿督却说狂在那儿??
狂, 当然是狂在我行我素
狂, 当然是狂到不理众生之见
如果要狂而让人赞'yieng'
那就不是狂了呀 拿督
先入为主
不得不认同呀
一次, 忍着气吞下去也就罢了
一而再, 要我蒙受不白之冤
我可不能任你鱼肉啊
大战在睫
我仍能"大海从鱼跃"
寻求"长空任鸟飞"
但愿不会流弹打了下来
知心的
可否为我打造无形的墙
保我安然飞到目的地
拿督却说狂在那儿??
狂, 当然是狂在我行我素
狂, 当然是狂到不理众生之见
如果要狂而让人赞'yieng'
那就不是狂了呀 拿督
先入为主
不得不认同呀
一次, 忍着气吞下去也就罢了
一而再, 要我蒙受不白之冤
我可不能任你鱼肉啊
大战在睫
我仍能"大海从鱼跃"
寻求"长空任鸟飞"
但愿不会流弹打了下来
知心的
可否为我打造无形的墙
保我安然飞到目的地
2009년 4월 22일 수요일
2009년 4월 17일 금요일
what a day...
it had been long time since I felt as down as I am feeling now, with the reason being unknown..
well, the day started brillant enough for me..
a friend who trying to live a sleep-early-wake-up-early lifestyle told that it needs great determination to practise this..
our Einstein claimed that no JPA student sleeps b4 12..
and last nite, I slept b4 12, woke up around 3:30 for a crucial-ever match..
for that, I woke up late and almost late to my thermo class, followed behind Sam, our lecturer head-to-tail into the class..
my fellow coursemates, hc, lionel and ch..the whole house woke up late too, and got to the class later than me..
Sam, our lecturer, said that he doesn't know what wrong with him too,so so early in the morning..
what happened this morning??to everybody..
yet, we didn't feel sleepy at all in our next class, a lecture which I use to fish in..
even if I did, only for 5 seconds..
and, since I got to school quite early, I managed to book a seat in library's study column..
I booked that seat for more than 12 hours today, even I had class to attend, I occupied that seat..
not bad that I studied for few hours there, and the progress was quite pleasing..
after Korean class and dinner, things went another way, a totally different way..
I started to feel guilty, started to feel noobie, started to feel...
things started to go wrong..
everything turned out to be 'serba-tak-jadi'..
and I felt down
lost my mind..
lost my confidence..
lost my optimism..
and felt like everything is going away from me..
NOOO..COME BACK!!!
argghhh..just don't want to enter exam mode in this condition and mood~~
well, the day started brillant enough for me..
a friend who trying to live a sleep-early-wake-up-early lifestyle told that it needs great determination to practise this..
our Einstein claimed that no JPA student sleeps b4 12..
and last nite, I slept b4 12, woke up around 3:30 for a crucial-ever match..
for that, I woke up late and almost late to my thermo class, followed behind Sam, our lecturer head-to-tail into the class..
my fellow coursemates, hc, lionel and ch..the whole house woke up late too, and got to the class later than me..
Sam, our lecturer, said that he doesn't know what wrong with him too,so so early in the morning..
what happened this morning??to everybody..
yet, we didn't feel sleepy at all in our next class, a lecture which I use to fish in..
even if I did, only for 5 seconds..
and, since I got to school quite early, I managed to book a seat in library's study column..
I booked that seat for more than 12 hours today, even I had class to attend, I occupied that seat..
not bad that I studied for few hours there, and the progress was quite pleasing..
after Korean class and dinner, things went another way, a totally different way..
I started to feel guilty, started to feel noobie, started to feel...
things started to go wrong..
everything turned out to be 'serba-tak-jadi'..
and I felt down
lost my mind..
lost my confidence..
lost my optimism..
and felt like everything is going away from me..
NOOO..COME BACK!!!
argghhh..just don't want to enter exam mode in this condition and mood~~
2009년 4월 14일 화요일
2009년 4월 12일 일요일
沉思
又长了一岁的我,
又迷失自我的我,
又陷入沉思的我,
又不知所措的我
一句话,
足以让人脑中浮现问号;
再一句话,
足以让人困扰;
又一句话,
足以让人心如刀割, 泪如雨下
{
爱上你 那时爱到不象话
后来 想尽办法忘掉
到最后 我就合上嘴巴
多说像对自己撒谎
星空下说永恒 额头上的吻
你双手将我环绕
未来即便它是一个问号
也能对自己炫耀
有一句话 再也都听不到
那些过往 只好放在心上
你爱我 太美好 时间会知道
怎样去 熬成一句动人的话
那些过往 让它自己燃烧
我爱你 太美好 时间会知道
怎样去 熬成动人一句话
记忆里说我们 相同的体温
一想到就不会冷
未来永远都是 一个问号
也是种天荒地老
这是一种成长 还是一种逞强
我的寂寞很善良 陪我到任何地方
那些过往 越呼吸越明亮
我爱你 太美好 时间它一定会
把它熬成世上最动人的话
}
又迷失自我的我,
又陷入沉思的我,
又不知所措的我
一句话,
足以让人脑中浮现问号;
再一句话,
足以让人困扰;
又一句话,
足以让人心如刀割, 泪如雨下
{
爱上你 那时爱到不象话
后来 想尽办法忘掉
到最后 我就合上嘴巴
多说像对自己撒谎
星空下说永恒 额头上的吻
你双手将我环绕
未来即便它是一个问号
也能对自己炫耀
有一句话 再也都听不到
那些过往 只好放在心上
你爱我 太美好 时间会知道
怎样去 熬成一句动人的话
那些过往 让它自己燃烧
我爱你 太美好 时间会知道
怎样去 熬成动人一句话
记忆里说我们 相同的体温
一想到就不会冷
未来永远都是 一个问号
也是种天荒地老
这是一种成长 还是一种逞强
我的寂寞很善良 陪我到任何地方
那些过往 越呼吸越明亮
我爱你 太美好 时间它一定会
把它熬成世上最动人的话
}
2009년 4월 10일 금요일
Mr. Tired@@
finally, it's weekend again..
this week, no exam, most of the homework also finished earlier during last weekend..still, I can't get enough sleep..during winter vacation back in M'sia, all also sounded me, of my again-'slimness', not like winter 2007, got grew a bit round.. ba-ma sounded, don't always stay up late..nodded and 'oo', still, doing the same thing again now..everyday fish in class@@..I will not take any morning class again next sem, if there's choice=.=
this week, no exam, most of the homework also finished earlier during last weekend..still, I can't get enough sleep..during winter vacation back in M'sia, all also sounded me, of my again-'slimness', not like winter 2007, got grew a bit round.. ba-ma sounded, don't always stay up late..nodded and 'oo', still, doing the same thing again now..everyday fish in class@@..I will not take any morning class again next sem, if there's choice=.=
