X'MAS and NEW YEAR~

X'mas and Boxing day just passed, and new year is ahead, 2011!!!
for most of the gang here, 2011 is like a, hmm milestone in our life, gonna step into another stage~
good luck and all  the best to myself, and to all my mates!

me, had a whole week of sleepless nights, not sleepless but couldn't sleep well >.<
it's too 'kind' of me, hesitated again...
well, if I would be able to mend it later, fine...
if things go another way, just close up eyes and....

peoples tend to say, NEW y34r NEW Vision...
my personal missions for the first week of 2011 is~

1)  get all my stuffs packed
2)  shift to a new region, for 'rich'~ @.@
3)  get ready to go back, pray hard that I wouldn't need to postpone my flight!

Good night, Earth people~

update~

before I start, to those strangers and spammers, stop wasting your time login here and flood my chatbox!

here goes my last 2 weeks as an undergraduate student.
these 2 are going to be a busy and tough one.
my main job now is to pass that disastrous subject to graduate safely,
and become a Samsung-man.
and then, go shopping, have a MT, and a merry Christmas.
shall I go for a trip before going back home?
Japan? anyone?
I'm flying back Korea on 5th Feb next year, while the ticket to go back haven't been bought.
for the whole week past, I was in a total down-and-weird mood, hopefully someone can tell me why.
lately, I've been spending time thinking something, denying it after that, and I fell into dilemma.
am I  thinking too much? or is it because the thing itself is too complicated.
I've been seeking for that 'truth' for all this while, with no answer till then.
When will, when can I get the right and the last piece to complete the puzzle of mine?
hmm~

锄草~

好久没上门了，怎么了？

秋去冬来，百年不变，也是自然定律。
不知不觉，这已是身在高丽的第6个冬天了。
光阴似箭，我看比箭还快呢。
试想，当骊歌奏完那一霎那，曾经的‘战友’就要各奔西东了。
留下来淘金，是我的梦，也将会实现。
令我彷徨的是，留给我实现另一个梦的时间已经不多了。
就酱放弃了吗？还在进退维谷吗？
我是真想豁出去。。。
霍霍霍霍！

攘攘人生~

原来，人真的可以决定自己的生活，日常作息。
有些人喜欢过些悠哉游哉`慢条斯理的生活；却也有些非得让自己忙得不可开交的‘傻子’？
曾经，俺信誓旦旦，非得`一定要‘游手好闲’的度过`享受这剩余的学生时期。
俺是多么的向往~
奈何呀~天不从人愿。
这也要，那也要，到头来是苦了自己四处奔波，“得闲死，不得闲病”。
是本少天生命贱吗？嗱，我不信命！
那就是自己犯贱咯？对吧！！！

充满惊喜的人生是值得期盼的。
可是，请保佑我无风无浪，安然度过未来的一周，
那我就谢天谢地了，善哉善哉~

不眠之晨

I'm up, sitting in front of ASUS K40IN even before it ticked 7...
usually ppl face difficulty to get into sleep at the night, but me, in this morning>.<
perhaps some reading? or get myself a better breakfast? =D

月到中秋‘看不见’

秋夕，以‘浪迹学子’身份度过的最后一个秋夕...
秋风飕飕，乌云密布，嫦娥仙居的月宫景象含羞涩涩，犹抱琵琶....
常言道：“每逢佳节倍思亲”
我思了吗？还是思‘情’呢？
正所谓：憧憬未来，却又怕失去了现在....

十来日的休假，每天闲来无事，游‘街’好‘食’...
有朋自远方来，‘相见’不亦‘欢’乎...
才刚入秋，中秋‘佳节’却已在身后，不由‘怅’乎~~

fate...

I must learn not to cry over spilt milk....

I must learn not to grumble over uncertain and unguaranteed benefits...

I must learn not to be a chicken, in taking risk and having a bet...

I must learn, to do double-check before pressing the button...

I must learn, to read instruction in the first place...

I must learn, to 'appreciate' what I have in the present...

I MUST NEVER miss that 'sports shoes' again!!!

....

okay, it's back to starting point again...

trapped!

thanks to Mr. typhoon.. I don't have internet access at home since last night... and the technican will only come on Thursday... that kind of 'laoya' internet company is it? Internet out of service once the weather gets terrible... TMD....

already pek cek before going home, lagi pek cek after knowing that internet out of service... whole night lao lao long... all the tasks i scheduled to be done at home couldn't be touched! couldn't follow 2 dramas that I'm into very much also! sweat... luckily I could still spend the 3~4 hours by watching some that I downloaded but put aside>.<

again, plan is always perfect... planned to visit tour agency to ask about travelling package for my family... price is not out yet for next year tour.. luckily I did make call before visiting straight... Hase, only 2nd week of the sem, already fully seated after lunch! no, no foul words...nevermind I still have my 4th floor nest^^ planned to stay here till dinner, till I finished downloading dramas to watch at night, till I finished my scheduled work, at least!

fumalak!

昨日，有两个‘傻子’，每十分钟就按一次。
终于，看到最终数目了！被吓了一跳，我们干的’好事‘，值那么多吗？哈哈，爽！！！
同僚中，有些’立志‘要把它花完，背包旅行啦，给父母买些啥啦，给女友买包包啦。我又可做些啥叻？唉.....
剩下一周多点儿的暑假，本少最后十来日的学校假期？
想做又还没做的事？未了的心愿？太多了。
不小了，不能再这样，浑浑沌沌地，笑看红尘地。
“别人笑我太疯癫，我笑他人看不穿”。
这话对吗？我癫吗？我有资格笑人看不穿吗？
人，摸摸索索，这样就是一生~~

danger~~

I think I'm just too free... I lost count of how many opinion articles I read from Sinchew over these 2 days... Being a final year student who's going to step out from campus into the real cruel world of reality outside, I'm still way from being good... That's is, I rarely read news... I just got to know that there was a bus explosion in Seoul last week? If u ask me what happened in Malaysia lately? sorry, I got no idea...

long long ago, I already got this habit... I only read Sinchew, the main page and opinion... My logic is that I found it frustating to read the news, mostly negative, from my point of view... So, I got used to reading only the opinion articles there... Some may want to say I'm radical or what, but those articles really expressed out what I have in mind, or most of C-blooded crowd in Malaysia?

Lately, issues about stop sending scholars abroad, goverment & public servants' efficiency... and then there is an article, about reason why our C-young generation not so fond of taking part in politics... the keyword is stated there: DISAPPOINTMENT... it's said that our C-youngsters don't see any chance, and hope out of this country, which I couldn't agree more... some politicans(including our 'legendary' M) complained, what do we want... All we want is just a 'fair' and promising stage, a platform for us to show, to utilize our ability... If this condition is secured and provided in motherland, who will want to cross the Ocean and land for their future? The
more I read, the more I nodded, I sighed... just pray that, I won't be sighing, at least lessened, after 2 years...........
.
(another sigh: my hesitation and tiredness, made me miss the golden chance, maybe to achieve what I've been pursuing so far.... 앞으로 더 결정적, 더 결단하게 잘 해야 된다는...아싸!)

FINAL COUNTDOWN!!!

final week in Dangjin power plant site... I thought I will miss, and appreciate this week... who knows~~

Sunday night... I reached in the evening, and as Sunday the week before, went out for dinner on my own... the difference is that I ate eel porridge this time... they said it's good for body, and costs only 5000 won!!! on the way back, I bought an ice-cream for 2000 won, paid double for the price I can get in Seoul...zzz... It took me whole night to digest the porridge... and ended up that I couldn't sleep well... I was wondering where did my housemates go... were they out for drinking, as it was 말복... was it possible that we don't need to go office on Monday, that's why they didn't come? and probably the porridge was too good, took so long time to be digested, and I suffered from itch for the whole night@.@

Consequently, tiredness was with me for almost the whole Monday... in the afternoon, one of my senior had to shift in order to empty up an apartment unit... again, I became a temporary cleaner, mopping the floor, cleaning, moving this and that>.<... didn't expect at all, that I have to do all these during my intern... fine... we called it experience... and because of the shifting, we didn't go back to site office, and my dinner>>?... he gave me 10000 won, asked me to order food, while 3 of them going to meet their previous female colleague... kena dumped sial... okay that's fine! my disaster started once I got back in hostel, there's no number to order Chinese food... Since my housemates asked to wait and go out together for drinking, I took the ice-cream I bought the night before( I couldn't eat that time due to indigestion) to tahan, and when clock showed 9:15pm, I gave up, and started to cook myself rameon... when I was almost done, the call came, I couldn't find any timing better than this!!! gotta settle it fast, and got to the beer where the others were... Got back around 11:30, online a while, but the stomach was still filled up with meat and beer... thanks God that I 'only' needed to wake up and go toilet for 3 times!!!

today, Tuesday... I expected another tiring day, yet, it turned out to be disastrous as well... those fellows, they got back at 3 in the morning, and the guy that in charge of taking us to work and back home, was late!!! it started to rain somemore while we're waiting... What happened so? we were super late to office, and didn't take breakfast in the first place, sial... and my stomach started to cause trouble.... until an hour plus after I had my breakfast around 9, rameon again!!! Nevermind, I'm fine now, and going to depart for an interview with HR staffs in Pyeongtaek... guess it will wrap up the rest of the day, and 3 more days to go... Grant me ur blessing for the rest of my intern, I pray, deep in my heart....

^^

I named this group DVC~~
Have been their fan since last June...lolz...

BUY BUY BUY!!!

Manchester United new home kit for season 10/11, with new sponsor, AON's logo... I saw a Korean wearing already few weeks ago... It's being sold already, and costs 60000 won from internet@.@... I will wait for the price to drop once the new season kicks off... Or, shall I make a group booking? And put player's name with number on the back?




Today, the away kit came out... And I found it nicer than the home kit!!! Go go I'm going to buy both!!!

unknown

Airlines, flights, and etc... have been hot topics among us? or only me? some friends went back to M'sia for vacation already, we have 4 Korean Air 'staffs' among us, the 'bombshell'!!! The biggest low-fare airline in Asia, Air Asia is opening route from KL to Incheon, Korea... maybe this news won't be cared by others, but for us who studying in Korea, it's a big big news!!! and why? why this only came to reality when my batch only has the final semester left? lolz...
Well, everyone was expecting shockingly cheap ticket from Air Asia...no no, not only the crowd expecting, but some articles or advertising materials said so!!! As expected, they really provide unbelievable low price, RM99 or 36000won for one trip, including tax but not food on the plane and luggage charge... even so, it's cheap!!! Imagine, one can go and come back again from M'sia for less than 100000won!!! Then, we can see from Facebook, everyone posting, saying that they booked already once the booking was open...
What about me? I don't care... Or, I couldn't care... I'm having my internship with Daewoo E&C, and there's high hope that I can enter the company after graduation, though I do worry abit due to my lack of spirit? positiveness? 'commotion' created by colleague saying that I'm playing during office hour... haha, online-game, Facebook, blogging, and whatever... Okay don't care about that first... Assume that I'm on the list when the company makes announcement on 31st of August... And all will start working right on 1st January 2011, according to reliable source... So, is there any possiblility for me to go back for my last student vacation?? >.< I couldn't take part in fight for cheap ticket to go back during winter...

What do I care, so? I'm, I've been working my mind, on my family trip to my convo here next February... Parents are coming for sure, and Dad said he wants the whole family to come, with my sister and brother... Luckily, my little brother is already here, hehe, no worries^^ So, I want to settle ticket for them, at least for my sister and brother... lolz... If I can book Air Asia tickets in Promo for them, it will save me tones of $$$~ Yet, I have to match with the schedule, and there're a lot of uncertainties there... Possibility that I'm already working, some unexpectable factors, sister-and-brother schooling schedule... I've to call them this weekend when I go back up to Seoul... Uncle, aunts are coming too... Air Asia ar Air Asia~~

dan dan da lang~~

a view of power plant in Dangjin, located into Hyundai Steel Factory... the place where I will be having my intern for 3 weeks... shot from office, a view of the 4th boiler...

Snapped this using my handphone while following a Chinese supervisor... structure with all the pipes.. and stairs in yellow... 3 megapixels... not bad right?:P

wanna shoot my appearance wearing in safety suit... too sad that came out so dark... insufficient of light kot, and angle problem....

from Wednesday till Friday, I was working on this~~


how?? nicely made?? I like the way I made my PPT, haha!

last friday... right on the day when i finished one-week work, and couldn't wait to go back to Seoul, a mishap almost happened, where life of a capable people useful to this Universe, almost came to its end... notice the red-in-colour thing circled and being pointed in yellow? it's an industrial lif, for workers to go up and down, moving materials and so... can you know how high it's at? 40~50 meters, equals 10 storeys plus??


I was trapped there with JY and another 2 old technicians for 45 mins to one hour!!!! after finishing work up there, we took the lif and wanted to go down, and it stopped after going down only few meters... OMG we just talked about accidents that may happen in site, and it came to reality today!!!... called for help, and been unconcerned by workers passing by!!! let me describe the scenerio of the 'fun'~

"

Panic, frustrated, helpless... my feeling at that moment... but well, and funny, since nothing can be done, and the wind was blowing gently, I started to drowse there, not sure when can we get down there, and whether will the lif lost of 'grip' and drop on free fall... and according to JY, the 2 old technicians started to make fun of us:"We are old already, die also not a big deal... but you 2 bachelors... better write a will now."... LOLZ!!! after 45 mins or so, a man came with a long rope... he tied one end on a pillar, threw another end for us to tie on another pillar, so that we can tie our safety belt on the rope, and 'crawl' on a horizontal support to that end... if anyone falls while crawling, he will only fall onto a platform which is around 5 meters below, yet, it is scary!!! moreover I just found out that I got little, not serious acrophobia few days ago=.= a scene that seems only happen in movie, and I experienced it, crawling over the support at elevation around 40 to 50 meters... hmm... guess I still can be considered as 身手不凡 right@.@ we managed to make a great escape!!!

"

A more detailed view of the lif... before leaving, I went to take a shot... see! the lif is still hanging there... they said it will be there until the next day... we might have to stay there overnight, and 'makan angin' if we failed to get out, I guess... according to the technician, Daerim Industry staff cut off the electricty for certain process, without any warning nor notice... and, couldn't imagine that when we asked for help, no one really pays much concern and effort to get us out!!! 寒心>.<
The place where I took bus back to Seoul... only 2 trips daily...


Can see how 'cuak' I look after the accident?? funny thing is that, dinner after that tasted super great... LOLZ... also, I noticed that the world is really beautiful>.<
Snapped from the bus I took, with cars speeding past... I was heading back to Seoul... wanted to snap the sea and the bridge... but....


Alright... one weekend spent in Seoul, kind of satisfactory... again, dan dan da lang~~ I went to watch the 17th Women's Junior Handball World Championship, held in our univeristy, Korea University's Hwajeong Gymnasium^^ Norway beat Russia in the final, and Montenegro grabbed the 3rd place after defeating South Korea... and I got a 'couple' shot with the great no.6, beauty and woman of the match, Stine Bredal Oftedal^^ and thanks to her(her performance actually), I got a free treat in Coldstone... haha 2nd time in 2 weeks~~


now, 2nd weeks in site started, meaning only 2 weeks left~~ already planning for this weekend, and hope that they won't kacau me from going back~

why baby why??

2 photos, already more than enough to describe my allocation in Dangjin Power Plant here>>

bye bye...

time to say bye to Power Plant Design Team in 5th floor@.@

here comes the last day of my first internship allocation, and next Monday I will be going to Hyundai Power Plant in Dangjin, and start my 2nd allocation there... pray hard that it will be as interesting as others said~~

recently, what I saw, what others said, really shook me... Unable to deny, I also started to worry, as that person did... something was done already, now I'm just waiting for the outcome... I hope it won't take a long time, and be a positive one... nothing can cheer me up that much, even the news that I heard and confirmed days ago~~Bless me:)

day off~

a special day~ didn't expect Koreans also so 'snake' one... pray hard that no one reports this post to my company HR department^^

We, interns allocated in headquarter had been told already that today will be a chat with HR staffs in charge of us... I thought it will be an interview, yet it turned out to be an informal conversation... the purpose of it is to survey and collect opinions and ideas from interns, so that improvement and supplement can be made to the program in the future... Was it the way I wrote the questionaire too over? the staff, Mr. Park straightaway asked me, do I really don't have work at all? lolz... Well, this section is fairly good... Also, this is the only time I can listen to opinion from others... there I got a good news, superb one... chiang ge will be glad like mad I guess, if he got to hear this~~


After the talk, we were treated with lunch at a restraurant outside, followed by a short coffee-time in Cafe Bene^^ always try to order something not ordinary, I made a 'headshot' this time! White Mocha Frappeno... 쯔라짱>>

very very nice>>강추 strongly recommended!

just an advertising photo of the cafe.

After both our HR seniors left, we were on the half way back to our office, Main Tower... I was hold back by a Busan guy who likes to 'make fun' of me, asked to pay a visit to Seoul Historical Museum nearby... Holy-shit! I thought he was joking a moment ago... We ended up going in, the whole group! And the entrance fee is free! Daewoo will fire all 8 of us I think~ This is what I like, lepakness, freedom^^ Leaving office at 10, and got back at 3, gosh!

3 more hours, I will be off, back to home again... ㅠ.ㅠ...

last night, I had team dinner again, in a small group... of course, with an assistant director who likes alcohol, soju... aiks... With disgust and unwillingness to drink, 2 glasses of soju already opened me up>.<... Guess I must adjust myself mentally, in order to cope with this, a pretty cool advice from a senior^^ it doesn't count on the volume u drink... as long as the mood is good, u can go home safely and appear in office without problem the next day, it's considered well-done~
2 weeks I spent to build up acceptable relationship with most of the members in my team, and I have to accept the fact that I'm leaving next week! haiz got a hard feeling to leave... btw, even only amongs male, office gossip still took place, ouch! haha this sort of occasion, it's alright for me to just sit there, listen and enjoy from their conversation~

P/S: faster get back to ur own work!

Quote of the Day~

關照你的思想 因為他會變成語言;

關照你的語言 因為他會變成行為;

關照你的行為 因為它會變成習慣;

關照你的習慣 因為他會型成你的個性;

關照你的個性 因為它會成為你的命運;

而你的命運 就是你的人生 ~~

Downfall?

brake with flaw has costed world biggest auto-mobile maker a lot... immediate recall been made to rescue the situation...

hottest issue this week>> "Death grip" of iPhone 4... Steve Jobs refused to admit the flaw and make amends for this... He has created anger and rivals around..

Will this become a deadly bite? As the poisonous apple in 'Snow White'?

Answer vs Problem

In school, we are trained to find an exact answer, and we always can as long as we do it the right way... In the real working and social world, sometimes, the same answer can't be used for the same problem.... Sometimes, there are few answers for a problem, whereas sometimes, there is no answer at all...WHY?

In school, problems are made based on answer... So, there will always be only one answer for each problem... Also, sufficient and ideal initial & boundary conditions are always provided... Jumping out from school, problem is always there for us to solve, therefore different person, different approach may get different answer in the end... Moreoever, we must always pay our effort to find out the initial conditions... And most of the tme, we suffer when finding this, and sometimes, the conditions found are not reasonable at all... OUCH!

感恩^_^

simply, I went to 茶水間... unexpectedly, a man with his back to me, talked to me, knowing that I'm Malaysian... ops, he's one of the 3 interviewers during my 1st Daewoo interview... phew~~ I guess I've met 2 so far during these 3 weeks... kindly, he asked whether I still remember him, and how come I looked so tenderhearted during interview... lolz... I was super nervous la that time... I really wanted to thank him, but I didn't, will be too awkward right if doing so?>_<... anyway, my great appreciation to me, for his kindness, and his congratulation, lolz^^

as soon as office hour started, I was asked to participate in the team meeting... expected it to last long, formally and seriously... it turned out to be another way, short and with lepak-ly.... just the team leader directing inquiry to certain members, and they responded and reported each other's items... just an experience, hehe~

lately, my belief seems to be changing, gradually... sometimes, I got a feeling from others' conversation that power of fate is irresistable... 因緣, affinity, is something that u can't analysis and explain with logic and scientific theory...

anyhow, whatever it is... HAVE A NICE DAY^^

this is early~

cham... baru 8:43 am I already sit in front of the screen, thinking of what can I do... today, few of my seniors came to office in casual wear, as they are going for volunteer work later... lolz volunteer work during office hour... but as I know, there is an annual schedule for all the staffs, to do volunteer work... I wish I could join, but the 2 stupid training sessions today, damnit!

time to face the reality~

this morning, we were supposed to receive training on plant construction design... yet, the lecturer, head of Construction Department was late to the seminar room, and instead of lecture on construction design, he explained to us about Daewoo E&C situation, general situation and trend of E&C field in Korea, and so on... well, these are the things I prefer to listen to, rather than those knowledge or lecture about design, piping... only by understanding what's happening in the field, I can 'plunge' myself more into it, and affiliate myself with it....

the section was nice... then only I know Daewoo Engineering(International) still exists, under the Posco Group... investment in stock market, real estate... OMG why I got more interested in these kind of things??? --->>O.L.D@.@...

already walked and crawled till this stage, this sounds inevitable? yes, I suppose... I'd learnt something recently- be ordinary and learn to accept, yea... am I transforming in these short term of 2 weeks? perhaps... well, only changes could develop one...

this is a view captured during sunset... at first, I planned not to download any of those sunsets photos from the forwarded mail, because I think sunrise suits more to my current situation and mood( LOLZ~)... well, I opted to change, and post it here... if not judging by direction sun rises from the east and sets in the west, can one tell whether it's sunrise or sunset in this photo?? things are always like that, could be 2 totally different things or views, depends on how u judge and think~~ learning to think in a simple way( from Prof. Kim of Solid Mechanics:P), and in the way u like.. this is gonna be a B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L world^^

half has passed~

I can't believe that half of my 3 weeks placement in headquarter has gone... i think i will miss here, no matter how interesting it's going to be in the power plant site in 당진>_<...i will miss the comfort here... I will miss the lepakness... and so on...

last week, due to my tension, dullness and newbie-ness, I was so so so awkward here... I was kind of reluctant to speak, even speak also, I made mistake, spoke without any confidence and fluency... as a result I was like an alien here... talked not much, reached home after office also didn't talk much... got more than enough rest huh my tongue and my mouth?~ one week in Korean company office, my Korean got worse, lousier@.@

well, after the team dinner, things did get better... i learnt how to acknowledge my superior before I left... I paid effort to remember their post, their name... my effort paid off... I started to feel my existence here noticed by others, though it's abit slow, taking almost one week... I started to feel the reality of becoming one of them, which I am more than happy with, except the drinking culture>_<... guess what? not even 2 weeks, I have to deal with alcohol for 4 times, one is going to be later... they didn't force, but since the participants are all the youngest, closer to me in age and generation, I decided to say 'YES'...hope that I can get home earlier than yesterday for DOTA~

ops... now I started to feel the stress of assignments and diaries... ouch... tomorrow, I must get all of those done, and have some time spare to search for more clothes~ it's really annoying to wear long sleeve during summer! money? don't care... money is earned to be spent!

from Kumho Asiana Main Tower~~

really have nothing to do up at 5th floor here..i chose to post a stupid blog here...

disastrous spring semester for MECHA fellows was over..out of expectation, the outcome wasn't as bad as expected and mentally prepared for..well done to all mates, and mostly, to myself:P

from Daewoo to Samsung, and from Samsung, I chose Daewoo E&C as my destination for summer, and for my first career as well, 99.99%~ this is my workplace, Kumho Asiana Main Tower~~

cool, right?^^

I'm under Power Plant Technical Team, granted a seat in 5th floor, opposite a female manager.. I will be paid for sitting here, looking at the screen surfing internet, fishing and so on, for 3 weeks.. after this, will be sent to a power plant, Hyundai Steel Mill in DangJin.. this will wrap up almost my whole summer vacation@.@

忙里偷闲^^

没时间 我没时间， 但是~~

'Phantom of the Opera'musical, rated as one of the world's top 4!

나 무료로 보았다^^

Can feel the class? wakaka~~

no wonder why 들어본 적이 있었던 같은 느낌~

尾声了~

渐渐，我坠入了梦中。
梦里，
我穿着‘高大’的红袍，顶着四方帽，
满脸喜悦的回应着来自四方的祝贺。
初来咋到的爸妈`叔姑姨婶们,
还有，我不再是孤单一个。


一阵天旋地转，
映入眼帘的又是另一番景象。
夕阳西下，迎面而来的`略带咸味的徐徐海风，
仿佛穿越时空回到了家乡的海滩。
不，那不是家乡的海滩，海风的咸度不同。
不，那是个比家乡海滩还美的海滩。
在那唯美的空间里，
我的笔就此停下，再也‘吐’不出些什么来了~

（偶然在些废纸中发现了不知多久前写下的稿，又机缘巧合的在这时段回到家，拿出来献丑吧。）

最近没啥心情修饰修饰我的‘三土楼’，朽木不堪雕呀。
也没啥值得分享的。
顶多就是我变得‘狠’了点，火爆了点。
这我们‘高丽大 机械本科’ 最为痛苦折磨的春季学期尾声的‘脚步声’已依稀可听，
可往往冲线前的那一刻总是最 killer 的。
不要紧，再多3周，我会竖起中指，喊声：“ 哪！丫你的！本大少不是挺过来了吗？”。
然后再报以‘嫣然一笑’^^

'众里寻他千百度‘

‘众里寻他千百度，那人却在灯火阑珊处’..
我寻得那个‘他’却不是人，而是个image..
是年前初进高大的那个‘王小开’...
过去有啥值得缅怀的呢？
却也不是缅怀，我只是好奇...
当初那个咬紧牙根誓言发奋用功的感觉，
好像再体会体会那种感觉，
因为我知道，‘他‘将不再属于我。。。

I'M BACK!

okay, it's been long that I can have this kind of Sunday, nothing much to rush and do..before this I used to have outing on Saturday, then 'jail' myself up in 열람실..this weekend I gonna have a different one, I went school for first half of Saturday, and then out for 'gai gai' till late night^^

after finishing exam, awaiting me was an extraordinary week..last Friday, when I was having hard time tackling my last subject, I got a call from M'sia..the part-time offer which I replied few days ago, they offered me the opportunity..well, that started my totally-different week after exam..I was thinking of rejecting it, since I have to skip classes for it..but thinking back of the time and 'responsibility', I accepted it, and of course money played its role:P

Monday- I woke up early in the morning, went to airport to fetch my 'clients', a young woman and a young guy..I only found out that they are siblings, and the guy is even younger than me by one, Oh My God! after a brief introduction I brought them to 부천, where I reserved a hotel room for them..since they didn't mind to spend, we took a taxi around, to visit some agricultural stores selling fertilizer, oh ya they are from one fertilizer distributor in M'sia..the purpose of their visit is to negotiate on attempt to import fertilizer from one of the biggest fertilizer producer in Korea..well, the trip wasn't satisfying, and the outcome wasn't encourging..b4 I called it a day, I helped them to make an appointment with one of the staff in the producer company they aiming.

Tuesday- I was supposed to meet them at 9:30am, whereas the meeting time with the Korean staff was 10am..due to my tiredness, sleepiness and carelessness, I made mistake in taking subway to 부천..consequently, I was late for 15mins..phail! yet, I wasn't late for the meeting with the staff, sharp at 10 he was in the hotel already..he drove us to the company called KG, and on the way we did talk much, and he even offered help to get me into internship in fertilizer field, after hearing that I'm interested in working in Korea, wow~~ the company is located in kind of a rural area, and it doesn't have a look of a big cooperation:P..okay I better do not write much about the process of the negotiation and my translation and feeling, but as the director Park said, my Korean is not perfect yet>.<>.<..Thanks God that this job, trip and negotiation came with a happy ending..I got paid for 3 days, I didn't charge a high rate since I may have the chance to follow up in the future..I got great experience which I couldn't have gained it somewhere else, even in class, it's totally different story, I appreciat this, and I really mean it! and I got a big bro here, 큰 형이라고^^the only bad thing, I got home kind of late, and gotta stay up till 4:30am in order to finish my report, exhausted!

Saturday- Half day in 열람실 I got 90% of my work done, went to Hi-Seoul Festival for mentor-mentee meeting..and joined sh, xy and kien to Myeong-dong..150K gone for my suit @.@.. nvm I will count as investment which I need to make~

Sunday- woke up, and watched LAL-vs-Utah 's 3rd game..it's really 오랜만 for me to enjoy live NBA, my special credits to Fisher and Artest, big big heroes in today's match^^whole day free, what to do??:P..bye bye my dusty table, out for a jog, shall I?? anyway let's hope Wigan to create a miracle tonight!

原来~

是时候辛劳一下，来‘锄下草’`‘剪剪花’^^
好像‘荒废’了很久是吧。。
我很想`非常想持续的写，就像写日记般。。
奈何时间不允许，说这是吾一生中最为‘够力’的两周，应该也不为过。

樱花开了`谢了，冬去春来叻~
谁叫你把时间排得满满的，落得只能在校园里自拍`自恋的下场。。
庆幸的是我还有些哥儿们，还不至于只能拍拍景色^^

内燃`数值，过了，搞砸了。。
说真的，我其实还蛮佩服自己，‘柳暗’时，我能让‘花明’，还能‘又一村’。。
明明是不会做`它认得我`我不认得它，酱还能‘一见如故’，大不了‘张’冠‘李’戴，给它胡乱来个颠三倒四，只是倒霉了助教:P

又有谁会晓得，‘大宇’企业还真够狠，3个小时考些酱的冬冬。。
不得不接受本人的能力是有限，也有江郎才尽的时候@.@
搞笑的是，不知是哪位，应考期间尽还有余力‘龙吟虎啸’。。
结果呢？？ 引来一众集体大笑^^
预祝小王`小雷面试成功，一帆风顺^^

迎春花~

四月天了,死赖着不走的冬天,终于肯站起来,拍拍屁股准备走了..请恕不送哦~
冬天先生肯走了,接下来就要迎接人们引颈长盼的春天小姐了..欢迎欢迎~~
怎能不让人见人爱呢?
春天小姐一来, 就为大家带来了娇艳欲滴的sakura,樱花嘛~
从二楼望出去,一眼看见含苞欲放的小花苞, 还真是让昏昏欲睡的我,为之一振!

真不明白,倒底何时才能告别吊尔郎当的我..
就因这吊尔郎当,搞到凌晨3时才入睡,怪折磨的..
不过,那也将是最后一次,下不为例!

步入4月,小王我的大日子也将到了..
23岁了,有何感想`愿望呢?
呵呵,天知地知你知我知'~'不知吧~~
我真的好想到'鎭海'去拍樱花,我新心肝宝贝的'处子秀~
教授教授,别给作业~


'鎭海'行前,还得到'昌原'去一趟耶..
为了那20分钟,竟然还得花8小时来回,纵贯600多公里,天啊~~
祝我好运吧^^

无可, 无不可

糟透了, 糟透了, 心情跌到了低谷..如果次次到这属于我的心境小天地留下的总是酱的'唉声叹气', 那还不如不到, 让它荒废了算!

真想找个人帮我'把把脉', 我到底是怎么了? 以物理学的角度来说, 压力是加于表面上的力所造成的..然而, 我丝毫没感觉到任何力的存在, 也找不着受力的表面..也许是快疯了吧...

还有, 不要再要我猜了..每次猜了, 又不由已的希望自己猜错..每次猜了, 景象又似乎变了不再一样..你是知道的啊, 猜迷语于我是一击不中就置之不理..

算了, 不写了!

公告天下~

无奈`失落(加上一点不好意思)的在此宣布, 本大少从此稿起, 将只以中`韩文记载. 若有带来不便,请多多包涵`见凉~

花了十来万韩币考了两项英语测验, 真的是死了心..一开始的没信心, 还能自欺欺人的说是心理障碍. 然而, 白纸黑字的成绩单, 不由得我不心凉~ 相比之下,中文我本就顶呱呱(好自大哦~), 韩文, 至少比英文来得有信心..成绩`纷沓而来的赞美, 又不由得我不自我膨胀:P..在此附上近期的得意之作, 别见笑~

(배부르게 저녁을 먹고 집을 향해 걸어 가고 있었다. 봄 냄새를 맡고 따뜻한 햇빛을 즐기면서 걷고 있었다. 그 순간, 그 그림같은 순간에 세상이 참 아름답다. 어떤 놈이 길에서 담배를 피우면서 걷고 있다가 고개를 180도 돌려 연기를 내 얼굴에 불었다. 숨을 참느라 그 그림이 그려지지 못했다. 젠장!)

译为:
填饱了肚子(晚餐), 往家的方向走去. 闻着宛似春天的气息` 享受着温暖的傍晚的日光浴, 走着,走着. 那一刻, 就在那如画似图的那一刻, 世界是美好的. 在大街上吞云吐雾的一家伙走着走着,颈项180度旋转 一口烟迎面向我吐来. 只顾着闭气, 构想着的那美好画面也就跟着烟消云散了. 他丫的!

写得很好吧?哈哈~

今天是有史以来我头次缺席了生日派对, 不好意思哦寿星公,在此祝你生日快乐^^我有不得已的苦衷`理由`藉口~ 今天荷包又一次大出血, 唉!


帅吧^^

上交了作业, 想去回合回合他们..可偏偏大展歌喉又不是我的'菜'..想带我的'帅哥'去欣赏欣赏夜景, 又似冷了些..唉, 上线网页聊了知心吧, 还蛮写意的叻..

다가와~

학교에서 블로그 쓰면, 이런 거다>>한국어밖에 못쓴다..
내가 조금 전에 면담을 했다>>원래 맘을 먹고 하겠다는 것을 다시 망설이게 되었다..
맘을 풀지 못해 손을 떼지 못한다, 아니 손을 떼고 싶지 않다>>짐작해 온 것이 더욱 애매해 보인다..
맘을 먹고 거부를 '잔인'하게 하지 못한다>>맘 싸움을 맨날 하게 된다..
계속 쓰다 보면>>더 이상 뭘 써야 되는지 모르겠다..
열람실대신 멀티미디어실 컴퓨터 앞에 앉았다>>숙제를 하지 않게 된다..
블로그를 쓴다>>시간 낭비가 된다..

디카를 여동생에게 주었다>>눈 사진을 찍지 못했다..
눈 내림을 찍을 수 없다>>밖에 나가 놀 생각을 하지 못했다..
사진을 찍고 싶은 맘이 생겼다>>사진기를 하나 사고 싶다..
대표, 조장을 맡게 된다>>자부심이 생긴 반면, 책임이 많아져 스트레스를 좀 느낀다..

이제 밤마다 1시 전에 꼭 잠 잔다>>느낌이 좋다..
딴 생각을 할 때 딴 생각을 하고 평상시 바보처럼 보낸다>>라이브=굿~~(life is good~~)
멀리 걸어 학생식당에서 저녁을 먹는다>>행복을 느낀다(혼자서라도)..

인턴을 많이 신청해 보겠다>>신청서를 작성할 만하는가?
만약에 여름에 인턴을 하게 된다>>여행가는 시간이 있겠는가?
여름 방학 여행간다>>돈이 충분한가?
여행가지 않는다>>뭘 할 까?
인턴을 하지 않는다>>맘이 괜찮은가? 취직이 잘 되는가?

원하는 것이 뭔가?>>모르겠다 아직!

长......................恨歌

很抱歉, 又是EMO的时候..最讨厌酱, 没事做, 坐在电脑前虚度光阴..
好了, EMO不见了..是时候医医肚子..
一时的心血来潮, 在加上'损友'的'怂恿', 本大少终于在'阔别'九个月后再次拿起锅铲^^

重新踏进高丽`开讲了一周, 不可不谓'感触'良多..
有些事, 真希望所看到的`听到的不是事实而是虚幻..
另一边又想不闻不'看', 潇洒'多多点'..

那天我们的佳佳少爷居然喝醉了..只好把他'连扶带拉'地带回家里, 谁叫他叫我作哥哥呢~
隔天早上起来, 趁室友们还在会着'周公', 一早就被他'吵醒'的我, 和他闲话起'家常'来..
聊着聊着, 居然还有在咱4433温暖窝的感觉..
羡慕吧? 羡慕也羡慕不来~~:D

昨晚与爸妈和妹连线, 听说我今早还要考试吓了一跳~ 又趁家里只有我一人, 在洗澡时开了个唱间, 请多多捧场^^
英语会话考试, 前后不到二十分钟, 居然要收七万块, 你好过去抢!!
不过从报考此次考试我似乎察觉了些什么..本议论纯属自构, 不认同者请多多包涵, 感觉被'刺'者请唾之一笑.
众生云, 雄性, 冲动动物也..
男人, 一来劲就是'GO GO GO'　勇往直前，途中遇到障碍｀问题，统统＇撞＇掉或绕而避之，一旦先冲｀冲｀冲～
相反的，凡事先观而望之，解决了障碍物，抑或择途而行，女人处事方式也．．
这里并无批评或男女歧视，纯属个人意见．．
想想，冲动是冒险的，也许会累事．．不过也是训练｀培养解决问题能力的途径．．

偶留指爪

明天就要飞了，呵呵！！
每次回家过年，都会让我体会到家和亲情的温暖`可贵，犹以今次为甚。
载茶煲妹与大头去了车站后回到家中，遗留下的那份寂静真让人悚然。
周三在机场，我把佳佳弄哭了，兄弟姐妹四人全都哭了，老爸也不例外流下‘英雄泪’。
姑姑擦了擦眼睛，跟佳佳同年的敏也哭了，最意外的是阿衎也哭得不停抽泣，忒也感人~
也怪不得，我们堂兄弟近来感情突飞猛进，哈哈！！！
这下可惨了，如果不是佳佳也去了高丽，我真想‘不顾一切’，留下来延长‘假期’呢~
惟有待礼拜天，才来个兄弟团聚:P
KOSSAN之旅，重燃了我内心的熊熊烈火，9点就9点，内燃机关！！
谨此打住，高丽再会^^

灰色地带

hew, my blog had been abandoned for long time already..
time really flies, it's February now..CNY is just one week from now, and on the 14th day I'm leaving for Korea again..well, got to at least jot down what I've done during my one month plus back here..

with brothers and sister away for their study, all I can do are going here and there but not far with parents, online, having a look at textbook I brought back(psycho~), dramas, going for morning jog maybe 2 or 3 days out of one week..of course, once friends got back in hometown, even a few, I will call, or I will be called out to yumcha..not much change seen on them after one year, guess more or less same on me, too..some already working, chan yee even resigned and changed job for few times already, some will be graduating half a year ahead of me..again, time flies..oh ya, not far from my house, just super short walking distance, open Summer House Cafe, a new and first so-called 'modern' coffee house in my town..we went yumcha twice, both times there..well, still kind of different with usual and standard one we can find in big town or city, because it's quite noisy there..however, glad to see something new in this small Sungai Besar, a small town with fishing village and paddy fields, is like that~

1st January, my cousin's big day..wow it's kind of crazy at this end of 'Cow' Year..wedding ceremonies here and there..everyone says 'Tiger' Year is 'widow year', that's why those couples all rushing to get marry before it comes??lolz..well, this time my aunt made it small as simplication..there were buffet on the night before and dinner on the right day, but not very big occasion, only really close relatives and friends were involved..wish my cousin and his wife happy and prosperous married life:)..

okay, since I got back home, had been doing survey on laptops for weeks..finally, end of January we had a family trip to KL, and I got my laptop too..driving from hometown to Klang, Klang to Selayang, and Selayang back to Klang..'song' lo driving on highway for the first time, but still alot to be learnt, like all the manners as a driver, and to know and master the route and journey to take to destination..sadly, my ASUS K40IN got problem at startup..OH MY GOD this shouldn't happen on a new one, pretty sure it's hardware but not software problem..for my new com, I got to visit LOWYAT 3 times, and got it settled in the end, received one-to-one exchange for a new one..sweat, must be the young staff there who installed extra RAM-board for me, spoiling the RAM-slot!! anyway, it's running and performing great, YAY~~my little brother who will go to Korea soon as well, spent over RM500 for all the necesssary accessories for winter, ouch! I brought a jacket as well^^though the price is abit over for me as in RM, but, DON'T CARE..the moment I saw it I told myself, I will get it~~near thousand gone in that Universal Travellers..Times Square, Sungai Wang..it maybe great to shop there, but it was too crowded>.<..

ramah mesra on 30th..I took bus to KL to settle my lappie on the day before, 29th..followed my aunt back home on that day also, I drove to Klang with dad again on 30th morning, had to??attend ramah mesra, didn't know how come my name could be listed as ..ended up I had to lead the group for the whole section, explaining and sharing my experience and knowledge from over 4-year life in Korea..didn't really want to accept that myself going to be the eldest batch soon, in final year..well, looking at little juniors, more or less I could see myself back in 4 year ago..
addicted to, and finished 'IRIS'..maybe it's abit late to watch it, but still I enjoy watching it, first Korean drama since I graduated from Korean language lessons..like 김태희 alot, and 소연 as 선화 as well..yet the ending is bad, how can 이병현 died in the end, NO!

at last, like my laptop, so that I can simply carry my computer around, sitting on sofa with tea at my side, writing blog..though no wireless, hooray still~~shopping tomorrow, ayuh^^

平常心

犹记中`小学时常为了阅读报告比赛而出尽法宝` 绞尽脑汁，就为了写所读的内容。书数是越多越好，从不去在意此阅读报告计划的真正宗旨。过去数日，拜不知哪位天才所赐，剪了电话柱上的电话连接线而却没接回，我倒是饱尝了数日无法上网之苦。无可奈何，唯有翻出些小说来炒，聊以打发时间。也许是心境，抑或是想法不同了，此次读来领略的东西还蛮不同的。

就以“倚天”一书来说。书中倒还不少文言文，古著言论` 经义等等，想说全懂还是不可能。然而，尝试去了解还是别有一番‘风味’~昨日，又从报章上看到某某大师诠释的’心‘论，不能说感慨万端` 体会良多，可也是在我的‘心’湖激起了阵阵涟漪。此类经论云云，撇了修行` 修禅不说，实之于处事之道也未为不可。

打从看了‘황진이’之后就不再看韩剧的我，也许是无所事事，或是因正学着韩语的佳佳，陪着看了些‘미남이시네요’。‘IRIS’，买了笔记本电脑后，等着哦‘金泰希’~ 从‘미남이시네요’，最近迷上了‘여전히’, ‘매번 숨겨 왔지만 내 맘은 자꾸 너를 부르고’, 好听~~