fan 100X..

fan fan fan..why am I so stupid to leave the ideal life in M'sia and come back here to suffer all thee bother?!! what subject to take.. what kind of schedule to be arranged?? where to move to and when to move.. so so lots.. so tiring dee even before school starts..now found dee..only few days left before school starts..수강신청 somemore..20mins of continuous clicking just to apply those few stupid subjects!!!done dee..will the subjects applied be enough??is the schedule set lepak enough??fan sei yan!!! "不经一番寒撤骨, 焉得梅花扑鼻香?" yea know this very well..u want money but then want lepak life at the same time..到哪找??wondering how will mama and little bro respond if I tell that I miss life in M'sia??sure kena 酸 gau gau=.=yea I do miss..in M'sia the only thing needed to fan is only what to do everyday nia mah..nothing to do can just boon boon out, riding motorbike around..go to seaside and shout as loud as I wish..wah really miss!!!space, lepakness, and another kind of freedom!!!

三别窝心窝

喊了个来月的闷,临别时心却沉如石`千万个不舍..渡重洋`重踏这片高丽土地..把行李塞进'偌大'的房里时, "唉!!这样小"..当几乎所有人好整以暇的准备会会"周公"时,我却停不得,进进出出`左拨右打,以期让手机及网络恢复操作,好向家人报个平安..天不从我愿,只好期望爸妈能放得下心,毕竟年不仅弱冠呀..一架无从上网的电脑, 周末怎么过=.= 'homesick',又 sick 又想家?!! 别让人笑掉大牙吧!!吃了近两个月老妈的煮家菜, 连对着比萨都反胃..少了以和我顶嘴为乐的弟弟的声音,也还蛮不习惯的:P..(2008.02.22)

天气好冷好冷..地板好热好热..手心好冷好冷, 脑袋一片发烫..哎哟哟!!!

annoyance=.=

All began from a conversation..

I didn’t know that I zat zoi jor, annoy so many people..
I’m not doing it purposely..
unintentionally??didn’t know, and will never know also..
”不招人忌，即庸才”..
aigh..nothing worth a single apology..
now mode switched already..
if u wanna care, then I let u care about it..

THAT'S ALL!!!

Human..what kinda of creature is it?? One kinda of Mammalia blessed and awarded with wisdom, intelligence, thought, emotion and desire..therefore form variety of characteristics in people..when people about to lose something only they know how to appreciate and realize the value of it..when they having something already in their possession then they long for more, therefore the value of it always not being appreciated..what kinda theory should be referred if to explain all these??

Family,
Food,
Bed,
Books,
Space and lepakness,
EX5 and WIRA 1.6XL,
And etc…

Arrghh these are all stuffs I gonna after 4 days=.=going back to that busy foreign land, breathtaking and stressful study life..but considered as lucky dee compared to other frens who will have exams soon after CNY:P..but worst out of the worst, 6-hour-flight to Korea!!!muak dee..

just finished one more novel, the 4th or 5th in one month?!!but then the ending's too sad=.=aigh this CNY..first time to celebrate it at home in 3 years..but 5 out of 6 of us fell sick just b4 the fest..then no any fireworks or firecrackers can be seen, and didn't even hear until last midnite, when most of the Chinese praying to Tian Gong..can only hear it when lying on bed..last nite, one phone-call from my aunt, informed the death of one of my relatives..freed from suffering, rest in peace..guess most of the elders will be busy these few days=.=aigh..

down to one week now b4 gotta depart again..can't explain the feeling..act tired of the study life there already:P..tones of stuffs to be settled waiting ahead..maybe it’s about the time to say goodbye to lepak life like I have had in the past 2 months..ya exactly like my Utopian province’s name, I’m a Cursed Ang3l=.=or Cursed Devil perhaps:P...one of the character in the novel said:” the most torturing thing for a criminal is that no one knows the crime he committed, no one criticizes or blames him.”.. haha I couldn’t agree more that the sentence is meaningful, not because of I’m the criminal in situation mentioned..maybe I’m too free so that can always think alots with things read or watched:P..想太多！！！

另类的...

it's back to silence again..with the Vios speeding away, so are my aunt and my bro, all went back to work and study..sis started back her work yesterday..then school will reopen tmr for my little bro..11 more days I'm leaving too=.=now is CNY considered as past dee??yeah during Chu XI nite and Cu Yi did meet not some, but almost one whole class of my frens..haha the gathering was like gathering for classmates than for celebrating CNY:P..anyway wanna say:"nice to meet u all back" to those who didn't meet for more than 5 years(since we grad from primary school??lolz).. sadly this first CNY celebrated in M'sia for the past few years wasn't that syok=.=blame the damnit virus!!!! little bro got cough and sorethroat days b4 CNY..so did my bro in UKM, came back with medicine..said somemore he went to see doctor just to get himself recovered b4 CNY and enjoy all the cookies, beverages and food!!! deng2!!! the virus spread with some 'efficiency' and 'speed':P..soon baba, mama and I also kena:'(..as a result those cookies prepared for new year all not touched at all haha..today Chu Si liao I still haven't tasted any of those:'(..hmm thinking of how to round up this 2-month-holidays in M'sia..next week should start to get and prepare stuffs to bring to Korea, especially food!!! or go to UM to meet some of my other frens?? aigh few weeks ago only shouted "boring!!!!" and thought of wanna go back there as soon as possible but now like a bit of em se dak already:P..haha why ler..home very warm mah, no need to cook myself, space at home bigger and lots more..anyway journey must be continued no matter how..HAPPY CNY and for the forthcoming Valentine's Day^^