it's been long since my last post here... and even me myself couldn't expect the changes happened....
I, as time goes on, am walking further and further away from the ambitious goal I set for myself....
yet, gain in figure is followed by depletion in other aspects....
3 weeks of vacation, and today is the exact 21st day after I came back here, a prison called 'RRE'....
being the richest-ever me in my life so far, I am having the poorest, and the most lonely soul now....
well, the saying that when u gained something, u lost, or are losing something for it, is always true....
it's still long to start the countdown now, yet I told 2 of them, time is ticking really slow....
when I turned my head back, few more days are going to make it a month, the quarter mark of the duty before the next freedom....
I dunno what's awaiting in the future, I couldn't even expect how my mood is going to be tomorrow, less than 10 hours from now....
After all, I still appreciate what I am having now... some beloved who are always behind me, giving me endless support and power... some spirits that help me to stand against the loneliness, and mentally torture by an insane....
I seldom pray, yet I would like to thank and pray for the blessings, please, hold me strong till the end which might be not far away~
I, as time goes on, am walking further and further away from the ambitious goal I set for myself....
yet, gain in figure is followed by depletion in other aspects....
3 weeks of vacation, and today is the exact 21st day after I came back here, a prison called 'RRE'....
being the richest-ever me in my life so far, I am having the poorest, and the most lonely soul now....
well, the saying that when u gained something, u lost, or are losing something for it, is always true....
it's still long to start the countdown now, yet I told 2 of them, time is ticking really slow....
when I turned my head back, few more days are going to make it a month, the quarter mark of the duty before the next freedom....
I dunno what's awaiting in the future, I couldn't even expect how my mood is going to be tomorrow, less than 10 hours from now....
After all, I still appreciate what I am having now... some beloved who are always behind me, giving me endless support and power... some spirits that help me to stand against the loneliness, and mentally torture by an insane....
I seldom pray, yet I would like to thank and pray for the blessings, please, hold me strong till the end which might be not far away~
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Looks like freedom of life and vitamin M are the two things in a big contrast of life...
Here life full of activities with something new everyday but have to worry about money day by day..
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