countdown~

one month plus left, then I can fly back again..now, it's my only motive to strive..

as I said, few days ago, I did bring my cam to school, and shot more than 50 photos in an hour..not sure whether my skill good anot, all the photos were satisfying^^

Sunday 11/15, I did something that may become issue, but don't wanna care..for the first time, I had sports out there, 0 degree of Celcius weather, SIAO!!! kindly, all those who played were provided gloves, yet, both my hands frozen 99%, and my legs didn't 'listen' to me anymore@.@.. though I won sort of applause from the crowd, yet, I let my remaining time to be 'SHIT', didn't wanna dribble and run anymore@.@..

playing football this evening made me perasan,very badly..IF I were taller..IF I could have longer legs..then..then..then..then I could have reached the ball to score..then I could have jumped higher to win the ball..then I could have dribbled with the ball better..then I could have sped up faster..then I could have performed greater 'magic' works..then I could have dominated in center position in basketball..then I could have, I could have..EVERYTHING!!!

well, maybe no one could have expected me to come out with that kind of ('magic??') works and plays when I am upfront..yea, I have the potential in me..if I started to cultivate all of these earlier..I know, now it's kind of late for me to make it become a spark in my life, yet, I'm not going to give up..as long as given chance, I'm going to show it, to prove it, in front of many, in front of ALL!!! yo, BLESS ME~

autumn still with me~

'LOST'>>superb accurate word to describe my recent mood..very differently, I missing the mood before all exams over, weird..kk don't talk about those stupid things, since my mood is coming back!!!

왠지..today on the way to 창의관, looking at those almost-red leaves, I felt sad that I didn't have a camera with me>.<..I suddenly felt an urge to capture the scene myself, so, tomorrow I'm going to bring my 4-year-old 5-Mpixels digi-cam to school, pathetically@.@..but cheer, autumn still yet to be over, yay~~

my graphic card, running well so far..though my com still abit laggy, well, it's b'coz of other parts, my GForce N9600GT is working great, though 100K is abit pain!!! afraid of any accident, I still don't dare to format my comp to Window 7..another week, wait for me~~ops now WMP shuffled till 'Two is better than one', true huh??ya it seems so..aiks..'maybe two, is better than one'~~

fantastically, ppl are linked to each other, through ppl, fate, everything..found it out, and surprised at it accidentally, wow~~

things, aren't what they seem to be..knowing much is better, everyone thinks so..sometimes, knowing too much brings unnecessary bother..wondering, whether should I close my eyes, cover my ears, to stop myself from knowing more==어쩃튼, 오늘 밤, 내일 밤, DIVA DIVA DI DI DIVA~~

轮回..

不由得我不信, 这世上真的存在轮回..为什么每年我都要经历至少一次浆的心境..也许, 我还没勇气去尝试, 让这些都停下来..

两周下来, 真的比过山车还过山车..就像SINE GRAPH 般, 我的 T 竟然是两周, 天啊!!!还好, 一切好像在重新往上攀..真的, 尝试无视, 未必就一无所用..

ok I dunno what I'm writing also, stucked..can't wait for this Friday to come, 9pm..then, I'm going to splash money as hard as I could, during Saturday..don't care!!!

recently, can notice trends in interpreting stuffs around scientifically..hopefully, my next post can be something like that, really looking forward~