set alarm at 9, wanted to get up to help few mates shifting house..well, the low temperature of the whole room and the warmth in my little thich blanket tempted me to keep lying, strongly..9:55 I woke up totally, took few pieces of biscuits, changed and went out, expecting to see ppl busy carrying things around..np..no one was..went downstairs only I saw jt and wz moving bed into the lift..man I'm late again, same as 2 years ago..see u guys in An-am then...
these few days I'm staying alone in the room that 3 ppl stayed in b4..just like the others think, I thought the feeling will be the best out of the best too..it's not, sadly..when u are occupying such a big space, it's weird!! maybe I never have my own room b4 for the entire of my life, at home, in KMNS, in INTEC(I had few weeks staying alone in the room, but the stay in CEMARA was the dullest part of my student-lodging life), until I came here..I used to have 2 or 3 roommates, and now I have few days to experience, 'to have my room'..and these few days, I started to notice, that I tend to isolate myself from the others..well, this may have happened already since coming back from Hong Kong trip, or since leaving M'sia more exactly, since u won't have time to think about all these when u r on a trip..these few days made me realise the truth..I no longer tend to go into group that much as b4..I tend to get back to my own room as soon as things settled..I tend to sit in front of my com, watching drama, dotaing and whatever..I tend to get back into the little world I live in, in 308..ffew said I cabut from Yonsei just for the Hong Kong trip..I know theye were just kidding, but I did really think of not following the trip, after I decided to choose KU as the last stop in my student life(maybe), so that I can stay longer with parents and little bro..well, I will never join or plan trip on the way of coming back to Korea from M'sia again.. hmm I won't have the chance also after this..
2 days..2 days b4 I leaving 308, shifting to another region, like another totally different world.. ppl will be studying crazily there, but will I?? though I promised to 老爸, though I promised to myself.. now, how to pack all my stuffs?? I threw things around. I messed things up.. just to make this big room looks smaller..ppl came in, looked at my stuffs and asked how come I got so much stuffs..what a success I managed to make it!!!made my room smaller using these 'much' stuffs..侯文咏!!why u never mention about how to embrace own soul in ur 灵魂的拥抱??!!!
