not meant to be

few hours more to step into the last month of my holidays, a month that may kill me with boredom, or transform me into a, or an, err dunno how to describe:P..well, it's up to me, and how I going to spend the time, and live my life..

it happened that I had a look at the calendar, only I realised that it's only one month past since spring semester ended..ahem I'm having a feeling like, ages have been gone, I learnt alot, saw alot, and think alot, too..maybe it's me who tends to have this kind of thinking when I find nothing to do..haha..arrghh I'm damn not good at writing a long long paragraph, so just start a new one~~

talking back about what I did for these few days>>nothing..everyday went to school for about one hour, not for study, but to do some ATM transaction..lolz meaning my $$$ flowing through the machine like electric current..really spent alot, and without the feeling of guilty..there's no cure for this disease I think, until ur bank account drops to zero, or with condition that u r busy with other stuffs..after this, one more keyboard and portable HDD then gotta lock my cards deep inside my luggage dee!!!

hmm, now I'm thinking whether to start my superb plan tmr or next week, though it's just few days difference..however, it requires big large huge determination to execute..all the preparation, 'apparatus','ingredients' are ready, the only thing left is ACTION!!!warming-up is going well too..there will be 2 big and meaningful events during the next 30 days, and hopefully I can participate in both..well at this while, anything different, even not special shouldn't be passed up~~