偶留指爪

明天就要飞了，呵呵！！
每次回家过年，都会让我体会到家和亲情的温暖`可贵，犹以今次为甚。
载茶煲妹与大头去了车站后回到家中，遗留下的那份寂静真让人悚然。
周三在机场，我把佳佳弄哭了，兄弟姐妹四人全都哭了，老爸也不例外流下‘英雄泪’。
姑姑擦了擦眼睛，跟佳佳同年的敏也哭了，最意外的是阿衎也哭得不停抽泣，忒也感人~
也怪不得，我们堂兄弟近来感情突飞猛进，哈哈！！！
这下可惨了，如果不是佳佳也去了高丽，我真想‘不顾一切’，留下来延长‘假期’呢~
惟有待礼拜天，才来个兄弟团聚:P
KOSSAN之旅，重燃了我内心的熊熊烈火，9点就9点，内燃机关！！
谨此打住，高丽再会^^

灰色地带

hew, my blog had been abandoned for long time already..
time really flies, it's February now..CNY is just one week from now, and on the 14th day I'm leaving for Korea again..well, got to at least jot down what I've done during my one month plus back here..

with brothers and sister away for their study, all I can do are going here and there but not far with parents, online, having a look at textbook I brought back(psycho~), dramas, going for morning jog maybe 2 or 3 days out of one week..of course, once friends got back in hometown, even a few, I will call, or I will be called out to yumcha..not much change seen on them after one year, guess more or less same on me, too..some already working, chan yee even resigned and changed job for few times already, some will be graduating half a year ahead of me..again, time flies..oh ya, not far from my house, just super short walking distance, open Summer House Cafe, a new and first so-called 'modern' coffee house in my town..we went yumcha twice, both times there..well, still kind of different with usual and standard one we can find in big town or city, because it's quite noisy there..however, glad to see something new in this small Sungai Besar, a small town with fishing village and paddy fields, is like that~

1st January, my cousin's big day..wow it's kind of crazy at this end of 'Cow' Year..wedding ceremonies here and there..everyone says 'Tiger' Year is 'widow year', that's why those couples all rushing to get marry before it comes??lolz..well, this time my aunt made it small as simplication..there were buffet on the night before and dinner on the right day, but not very big occasion, only really close relatives and friends were involved..wish my cousin and his wife happy and prosperous married life:)..

okay, since I got back home, had been doing survey on laptops for weeks..finally, end of January we had a family trip to KL, and I got my laptop too..driving from hometown to Klang, Klang to Selayang, and Selayang back to Klang..'song' lo driving on highway for the first time, but still alot to be learnt, like all the manners as a driver, and to know and master the route and journey to take to destination..sadly, my ASUS K40IN got problem at startup..OH MY GOD this shouldn't happen on a new one, pretty sure it's hardware but not software problem..for my new com, I got to visit LOWYAT 3 times, and got it settled in the end, received one-to-one exchange for a new one..sweat, must be the young staff there who installed extra RAM-board for me, spoiling the RAM-slot!! anyway, it's running and performing great, YAY~~my little brother who will go to Korea soon as well, spent over RM500 for all the necesssary accessories for winter, ouch! I brought a jacket as well^^though the price is abit over for me as in RM, but, DON'T CARE..the moment I saw it I told myself, I will get it~~near thousand gone in that Universal Travellers..Times Square, Sungai Wang..it maybe great to shop there, but it was too crowded>.<..

ramah mesra on 30th..I took bus to KL to settle my lappie on the day before, 29th..followed my aunt back home on that day also, I drove to Klang with dad again on 30th morning, had to??attend ramah mesra, didn't know how come my name could be listed as ..ended up I had to lead the group for the whole section, explaining and sharing my experience and knowledge from over 4-year life in Korea..didn't really want to accept that myself going to be the eldest batch soon, in final year..well, looking at little juniors, more or less I could see myself back in 4 year ago..
addicted to, and finished 'IRIS'..maybe it's abit late to watch it, but still I enjoy watching it, first Korean drama since I graduated from Korean language lessons..like 김태희 alot, and 소연 as 선화 as well..yet the ending is bad, how can 이병현 died in the end, NO!

at last, like my laptop, so that I can simply carry my computer around, sitting on sofa with tea at my side, writing blog..though no wireless, hooray still~~shopping tomorrow, ayuh^^

平常心

犹记中`小学时常为了阅读报告比赛而出尽法宝` 绞尽脑汁，就为了写所读的内容。书数是越多越好，从不去在意此阅读报告计划的真正宗旨。过去数日，拜不知哪位天才所赐，剪了电话柱上的电话连接线而却没接回，我倒是饱尝了数日无法上网之苦。无可奈何，唯有翻出些小说来炒，聊以打发时间。也许是心境，抑或是想法不同了，此次读来领略的东西还蛮不同的。

就以“倚天”一书来说。书中倒还不少文言文，古著言论` 经义等等，想说全懂还是不可能。然而，尝试去了解还是别有一番‘风味’~昨日，又从报章上看到某某大师诠释的’心‘论，不能说感慨万端` 体会良多，可也是在我的‘心’湖激起了阵阵涟漪。此类经论云云，撇了修行` 修禅不说，实之于处事之道也未为不可。

打从看了‘황진이’之后就不再看韩剧的我，也许是无所事事，或是因正学着韩语的佳佳，陪着看了些‘미남이시네요’。‘IRIS’，买了笔记本电脑后，等着哦‘金泰希’~ 从‘미남이시네요’，最近迷上了‘여전히’, ‘매번 숨겨 왔지만 내 맘은 자꾸 너를 부르고’, 好听~~

送‘9’迎‘10’~

2009 is going to be history in 15 hours or so.."yesterday is history", if reviewing how 2009 passed and what it meant to me..the most exciting one, is that I got grew up, at least more than I did than years ago..maybe it's because I entered the first 'real' Uni in my life, and no doubt that higher maturity is needed to cope with the real Uni life..or I would say that 2009 can be a brand new page in my life..

"Today is a gift" that's why they call the present..today is going to be a busy busy day for me..my cousin, who already registered is going to have his real ceremony tomorrow..and tonite a buffet is going to take place, where most of my relatives will be attending..happy that can see so many of them in once~why will it be a busy day for me??coz I have to go and help at my aunt's shop, becoming the temporary shopkeeper jaga kedai..inevitable, I'm a natural replacement for her since years ago..consider the party as a present to welcome me back la~~

"Tomorrow is mystery"..no one will know exactly what will happen tomorrow, or the future..all people can do is to have a nice plan for future, and work hard to achieve it..of coz, I gotta set myself a few goals and things-to-do for the coming 2010..
-first, is not to fail any subject to guarantee that I can graduate on time..

-second, becoming a nerd in the coming sem, my 3rd sem in Korea University..since my 2nd sem was screwn up, and that is no need to cry over spilt milk..macho, halfway through the sem already said in half-give-up state, and really screwed it up..ok as planned, the coming sem there's already no turning-back, study-hard-all the way!!! Gotta save back ur cpga MC!!!

-third, being responsible to my so-called 'representative' post..though it will be definitely the toughest and the busiest sem for us mecha students in KU, I will try my very best to do my job, to do all what I'm supposed to do..and if possible, is to do more than that..

-fourth, what else, travel la! 2009, aiks other than the Hong Kong-trip in the early year, I didn't travel to anywhere! this is damn wrong..New Zealand-trip quiting, no plan for winter-break..summer 2010, either Japan or Aussie! ok April or May I'm going to set up plan already, with condition that I manage to store up sufficient cash for that!

-last and the most uncertain one, to do things that I don't dare to do before..it could be anything..no need to mention bah~

hereby I wish everone(and myself too:P) Happy 2010 New Year and all the best^^for those who are students, excel in your studies~~for those who are working, naik pangkat naik gaji biar semua naik~~for my family, have a healthy and prosperous year ahead^^..for those who are in relationship, hope your relationship stay forever and grow stronger, for those who are single, find your another half soon~~for stock, naik banyak2 non-stop!

辛苦了~

ok the last post couldn't be my last post before going back, haha..

突然间想用华语写, 也许因为刚读了小姑的部落格吧..试, 是考完了..果真如以往, 丝毫没感到应有的狂乐, 反而有些恍然若失的感觉..也许是考的太糟了吧, 不管它, 2009年, 辛苦了~~

也不知想写些什么, 只想随意挥洒, 想到什么就写什么..该怎么说呢..我是该从新寻找对这对那的定义了..举棋不定, 自我矛盾, 诸如此类的应该减少..接下来的一年, 大四该以什么方式度过..

夜深了, 拼搏了一周, 该歇歇了, 等待归乡吧~

long long time...

ok this might be my last post here b4 I flying back..just wanna spend some time here, coz dunno what to do~~

ok, once I land on KLIA, it will be around 10 days left for this 2009..well, what will 2010 mean for me??everyone will reckon new year, new start, new style..maybe, but I can't tell 100% that it will be all new for me next year..

well, 1st of Jan..I going to attend my cousin's wedding..it's been dunno how long since I last attended a wedding ceremony/dinner of my relatives..hmm it's inevitable for those who studying aboard..haha and my little bro will be experiencing this soon~~hmm my cousin is going to marry a stewardness, they did register months ago actually, just that not yet the ceremony..well, for chinese, it won't be officially till the ceremony held..~~

and, hopefully, after going back and b4 CNY, I can have a trip to somewhere else, even in M'sia also acceptable, Kuantan and Singapore bah maybe..really miss travelling, alot!!!

2010, I gonna enter my last year in Korea University, just my 2nd year here..of coz, it is going to be the end of my student life if everything goes as planned..yea the one who always says he's tired of studying, is me..still, I guarantee that I'm going to miss this..hanging around, no need to worry of those breath-helding responsibilities(there're some of course, but not yet magnificient)..yea I hate of responsibilities..however at this age of 22, it's time to learn and have some, and frankly, I'm trying my very best to do so..hopefully I can cope with those little one I having, b4 I proceed to higher stage..

kk stomach is calling..maybe it's time for dinner, and for my 2nd last exam one hour plus later..wish ME VERY LUCK!!

countdown~

one month plus left, then I can fly back again..now, it's my only motive to strive..

as I said, few days ago, I did bring my cam to school, and shot more than 50 photos in an hour..not sure whether my skill good anot, all the photos were satisfying^^

Sunday 11/15, I did something that may become issue, but don't wanna care..for the first time, I had sports out there, 0 degree of Celcius weather, SIAO!!! kindly, all those who played were provided gloves, yet, both my hands frozen 99%, and my legs didn't 'listen' to me anymore@.@.. though I won sort of applause from the crowd, yet, I let my remaining time to be 'SHIT', didn't wanna dribble and run anymore@.@..

playing football this evening made me perasan,very badly..IF I were taller..IF I could have longer legs..then..then..then..then I could have reached the ball to score..then I could have jumped higher to win the ball..then I could have dribbled with the ball better..then I could have sped up faster..then I could have performed greater 'magic' works..then I could have dominated in center position in basketball..then I could have, I could have..EVERYTHING!!!

well, maybe no one could have expected me to come out with that kind of ('magic??') works and plays when I am upfront..yea, I have the potential in me..if I started to cultivate all of these earlier..I know, now it's kind of late for me to make it become a spark in my life, yet, I'm not going to give up..as long as given chance, I'm going to show it, to prove it, in front of many, in front of ALL!!! yo, BLESS ME~