countdown~

one month plus left, then I can fly back again..now, it's my only motive to strive..

as I said, few days ago, I did bring my cam to school, and shot more than 50 photos in an hour..not sure whether my skill good anot, all the photos were satisfying^^

Sunday 11/15, I did something that may become issue, but don't wanna care..for the first time, I had sports out there, 0 degree of Celcius weather, SIAO!!! kindly, all those who played were provided gloves, yet, both my hands frozen 99%, and my legs didn't 'listen' to me anymore@.@.. though I won sort of applause from the crowd, yet, I let my remaining time to be 'SHIT', didn't wanna dribble and run anymore@.@..

playing football this evening made me perasan,very badly..IF I were taller..IF I could have longer legs..then..then..then..then I could have reached the ball to score..then I could have jumped higher to win the ball..then I could have dribbled with the ball better..then I could have sped up faster..then I could have performed greater 'magic' works..then I could have dominated in center position in basketball..then I could have, I could have..EVERYTHING!!!

well, maybe no one could have expected me to come out with that kind of ('magic??') works and plays when I am upfront..yea, I have the potential in me..if I started to cultivate all of these earlier..I know, now it's kind of late for me to make it become a spark in my life, yet, I'm not going to give up..as long as given chance, I'm going to show it, to prove it, in front of many, in front of ALL!!! yo, BLESS ME~