本人曾自比杨过称狂
拿督却说狂在那儿??
狂, 当然是狂在我行我素
狂, 当然是狂到不理众生之见
如果要狂而让人赞'yieng'
那就不是狂了呀 拿督
先入为主
不得不认同呀
一次, 忍着气吞下去也就罢了
一而再, 要我蒙受不白之冤
我可不能任你鱼肉啊
大战在睫
我仍能"大海从鱼跃"
寻求"长空任鸟飞"
但愿不会流弹打了下来
知心的
可否为我打造无形的墙
保我安然飞到目的地
2009년 4월 23일 목요일
2009년 4월 22일 수요일
2009년 4월 17일 금요일
what a day...
it had been long time since I felt as down as I am feeling now, with the reason being unknown..
well, the day started brillant enough for me..
a friend who trying to live a sleep-early-wake-up-early lifestyle told that it needs great determination to practise this..
our Einstein claimed that no JPA student sleeps b4 12..
and last nite, I slept b4 12, woke up around 3:30 for a crucial-ever match..
for that, I woke up late and almost late to my thermo class, followed behind Sam, our lecturer head-to-tail into the class..
my fellow coursemates, hc, lionel and ch..the whole house woke up late too, and got to the class later than me..
Sam, our lecturer, said that he doesn't know what wrong with him too,so so early in the morning..
what happened this morning??to everybody..
yet, we didn't feel sleepy at all in our next class, a lecture which I use to fish in..
even if I did, only for 5 seconds..
and, since I got to school quite early, I managed to book a seat in library's study column..
I booked that seat for more than 12 hours today, even I had class to attend, I occupied that seat..
not bad that I studied for few hours there, and the progress was quite pleasing..
after Korean class and dinner, things went another way, a totally different way..
I started to feel guilty, started to feel noobie, started to feel...
things started to go wrong..
everything turned out to be 'serba-tak-jadi'..
and I felt down
lost my mind..
lost my confidence..
lost my optimism..
and felt like everything is going away from me..
NOOO..COME BACK!!!
argghhh..just don't want to enter exam mode in this condition and mood~~
well, the day started brillant enough for me..
a friend who trying to live a sleep-early-wake-up-early lifestyle told that it needs great determination to practise this..
our Einstein claimed that no JPA student sleeps b4 12..
and last nite, I slept b4 12, woke up around 3:30 for a crucial-ever match..
for that, I woke up late and almost late to my thermo class, followed behind Sam, our lecturer head-to-tail into the class..
my fellow coursemates, hc, lionel and ch..the whole house woke up late too, and got to the class later than me..
Sam, our lecturer, said that he doesn't know what wrong with him too,so so early in the morning..
what happened this morning??to everybody..
yet, we didn't feel sleepy at all in our next class, a lecture which I use to fish in..
even if I did, only for 5 seconds..
and, since I got to school quite early, I managed to book a seat in library's study column..
I booked that seat for more than 12 hours today, even I had class to attend, I occupied that seat..
not bad that I studied for few hours there, and the progress was quite pleasing..
after Korean class and dinner, things went another way, a totally different way..
I started to feel guilty, started to feel noobie, started to feel...
things started to go wrong..
everything turned out to be 'serba-tak-jadi'..
and I felt down
lost my mind..
lost my confidence..
lost my optimism..
and felt like everything is going away from me..
NOOO..COME BACK!!!
argghhh..just don't want to enter exam mode in this condition and mood~~
2009년 4월 14일 화요일
2009년 4월 12일 일요일
沉思
又长了一岁的我,
又迷失自我的我,
又陷入沉思的我,
又不知所措的我
一句话,
足以让人脑中浮现问号;
再一句话,
足以让人困扰;
又一句话,
足以让人心如刀割, 泪如雨下
{
爱上你 那时爱到不象话
后来 想尽办法忘掉
到最后 我就合上嘴巴
多说像对自己撒谎
星空下说永恒 额头上的吻
你双手将我环绕
未来即便它是一个问号
也能对自己炫耀
有一句话 再也都听不到
那些过往 只好放在心上
你爱我 太美好 时间会知道
怎样去 熬成一句动人的话
那些过往 让它自己燃烧
我爱你 太美好 时间会知道
怎样去 熬成动人一句话
记忆里说我们 相同的体温
一想到就不会冷
未来永远都是 一个问号
也是种天荒地老
这是一种成长 还是一种逞强
我的寂寞很善良 陪我到任何地方
那些过往 越呼吸越明亮
我爱你 太美好 时间它一定会
把它熬成世上最动人的话
}
又迷失自我的我,
又陷入沉思的我,
又不知所措的我
一句话,
足以让人脑中浮现问号;
再一句话,
足以让人困扰;
又一句话,
足以让人心如刀割, 泪如雨下
{
爱上你 那时爱到不象话
后来 想尽办法忘掉
到最后 我就合上嘴巴
多说像对自己撒谎
星空下说永恒 额头上的吻
你双手将我环绕
未来即便它是一个问号
也能对自己炫耀
有一句话 再也都听不到
那些过往 只好放在心上
你爱我 太美好 时间会知道
怎样去 熬成一句动人的话
那些过往 让它自己燃烧
我爱你 太美好 时间会知道
怎样去 熬成动人一句话
记忆里说我们 相同的体温
一想到就不会冷
未来永远都是 一个问号
也是种天荒地老
这是一种成长 还是一种逞强
我的寂寞很善良 陪我到任何地方
那些过往 越呼吸越明亮
我爱你 太美好 时间它一定会
把它熬成世上最动人的话
}
2009년 4월 10일 금요일
Mr. Tired@@
finally, it's weekend again..
this week, no exam, most of the homework also finished earlier during last weekend..still, I can't get enough sleep..during winter vacation back in M'sia, all also sounded me, of my again-'slimness', not like winter 2007, got grew a bit round.. ba-ma sounded, don't always stay up late..nodded and 'oo', still, doing the same thing again now..everyday fish in class@@..I will not take any morning class again next sem, if there's choice=.=
this week, no exam, most of the homework also finished earlier during last weekend..still, I can't get enough sleep..during winter vacation back in M'sia, all also sounded me, of my again-'slimness', not like winter 2007, got grew a bit round.. ba-ma sounded, don't always stay up late..nodded and 'oo', still, doing the same thing again now..everyday fish in class@@..I will not take any morning class again next sem, if there's choice=.=
