finally get to know u!!!

no game dee..still too moody to go to bed=.=today learnt one new, and really heavy lesson!!! "Promise is promise, we need to talk about human beings."..so??"一诺千金??"how much it costs for one kati of promise?!!never had this kinda of 'quarrel' since I did with a teacher years ago..this time with an official somemore..in front of not only my friends, but seniors as well as juniors..will cost me alots, bring a very bad to us??don't care..a man looks kind and fine, but like shit!!! "don't be too selfish, we need teamwork!!!" now I recognized, really recognized the way u Malaysians work..simply promise something, but can do stuffs totally different with what been promised..u don't need to apologize and bow to me, no one blaming u coz u are just too kind..I can knee and kowtow back if u wish..답답해..无能的我, 连些许芝麻般的事也办不妥=.=feeling so so bad..after a sleep all will be fine??this time won't work dee=.=wake up tmr, the prob is still there, the dull is still there..all..when will my beloved spring come??