wake me up..when september ends~~

the last hour of September..hmm any thought or comment on this month??I can describe it with the only word, 'rojak'..the reason is that what I had for the whole month are 'rojak' lifestyle, 'rojak' feeling, 'rojak' activities and e.t.c..can't explain it clearly coz it's complicated, or more precisely totally mixed up..lol confused liao with my own words..kk the same thing happened in this month is that we had birthday party as frequently as usual..3 times if not mistaken, for wz, fy and hc..ya we did have fun..won't forget to say that I got few friends in M'sia also been having their 20th birthday this month..Chang yee, Peak Hwa, Pui Ching, and Xiao Wue as well??wah all girls..lolz..sorry not sure about the exact date except Pui Ching the Blacky^^coz got birthday reminder and u're the one with different horoscope with others..know lar it's very bad to call a girl 'Blacky' but then get used liao..we called u like this for years dee what..give me some time..hehe I did wish her..but then sad to hear that she going to be quarantined(from her blog)..get infected with rubella, a contagious disease..with exam around the corner somemore..luckily she said almost ok already while we chatting..yet..I wanna say u no longer the PC I know b4..posting negative status in MSN everyday..stress from study??where is the PC who always outrun others in Maths during secondary school??where is the PC who can stay cheerful even being 'zat' badly by others..come'on cheer up!!oh xiau gu's birthday also in this month..so unlucky of her too, gotta have holidays at my house due to 'chicken pot'=.=here I wish both of u all the best and must recover as soon as possible^^hmm today is quite a meaningful Sunday to me..get my report almost done..from last nite till this evening wor..and I guess I'm the only one who haven't touched Maths at all at this stage..exam going to be on next Friday=.= if I can't do well in that one can't say bye bye to scholarship and stressful study liao gut:P..anyway let's think positively lor..after the exam on Friday, it'll be weekend again..guess it'll be the weekend I expect the most liao lar..I want exercise!!ok now back to the damn 'MATRICES'!!!

tired..tired of what??

sometimes..really feel like no space to breathe..no space to let myself relax..ok I admit that my holidays wasted..but feel well with it..but then..2nd report from the same subject within one month..omg what's this??ya mayb should appreciate it coz making me so so hardworking..Thursday's Physics homework already finished by afternoon of Saturday..Material's report given yesterday almost half-done by Sunday..yaw this's the first time..but still wanna shout.."damn!!shit!!what lar!!...."better stop b4 I come out with more kasar one..bengang ler no mood..these few days kept doing things out of my will..dat zhoi ppl unintentionally,they don't even know was me though^^now..time to sleep which was 2am during weekdays for last few weeks,was made to 3am..of coz lar fishing become the main job dee in class..I didn't want that..ya ticket to go back for this winter holidays almost settled..a remarkable chaos happened during the process..zzz.. will have a one-week tour in Taiwan^^suddenly thought of my childhood 'san lui' ,who is now studying in Taiwan..so long didn't meet dee=.= so bad today only told my family about this..I asked whether I look bad but then didn't get the answer I want..lol too long didn't show myself to them dee..yet still be syok with the words from my Korean classmate..not offending him(we quite friend) but be syok with the truth he told..said my jaw gone=.=he isn't the first one who said like this..dun want this..I want the face last year went back to M'sia time..another Korean said I sure stay up to study somemore..damn I stay up but not study lar..what had happened??no other way but gotta eat more liao..welcome back supper..

getting more confused liao..there's one time when I convinced myself that I'm always optimistic.. can smile and laugh with ease..sometimes walking or bathing also can laugh like what nia.."nevermind sure can do it one"..what a sentence..but then sometimes..will get stress easily..so so extreme de..haha nvm got this idea..think it in a positive way..no one can guess ur mind with such characteristics..arrgh headache liao..let's get back to the report then..need someone to donate flesh to me..and teach me Maths as well coz haven't studied and done a single question at all=.=

每逢佳节倍思亲~~

really ar will miss family more during festivals???not sure ler but Mooncake Festival coming in few days(called Thanks-giving day in Korea)..since few months later going back dee^^hmm tmr will have gathering makan2 with seniors..aiya if at home mama sure will buy lots of mooncakes for us to eat=.=..last week didn' exercise for the whole week so today sekali gus 'bou fan shou':P..aigh lost in rubber set again..but then we did well dee rite TS??guess what..my first time playing roller-skate..in a dark,cool and windy evening..LY,WZ,XY..that're so geng of u 3^^I'm absolutely a noob in this..but glad that didn't fall..next time ajak me too ya if going to skate again hehe..lolz it'll look weird that 4 ppl wearing skate-shoes, sitting on the roadside, laughing like hell while watching DMB phone..cool wind blowing somemore..ya 4 of us..with 2 DMB phone watching '미남들의 수다'(hope I spelled the name correct)..our senior Poh one of those handsome guys participating..wow Enes Kaya..so handsome and powerful in speaking Korean..what am I if compared to those with so fluent Korean??eih later only found out that others(mostly gals??) agreed that another 미남, Julian from Canada the most handsome..didn't really pay attention to him since he seldom spoke..different ppl with different viewe gua..:)..so far only one game of dota for tonite..swore to some that will only play one game..wah one day ended like this..couldn't manage to study much(still satisfied dee with my homework done dee^^)..looking at those circuits with no idea on how to figure it out!!arrrgh..blame me woke up so late today..the last to wake up in my house,11.40!!!till Dailou said that first time see me wake up so late since we became roommate..lol:P..anyway this few days kinda feeling peace..not that stress^^mayb I told myself to 看开 a bit??not wise to stress myself too much..let's lepak nia..and here wish everyone HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL^^

P/S: come'on MU's return

随感而发~~

小雨
给花草树木带来了滋润
给碧绿池水带来了连漪
给炎热夏天带来了秋息
给繁忙城市带来了五颜六色的花伞美景
给人们(吾也)带来了长吁短叹的心境 唉~~

小品
让作者有了发挥自己咬文嚼字的才能
让读者有了欣赏文学创作的机会
让文库有了慕书而来的顾客
让文学有了让人焕然一新的新格局
也让我 有了模仿自创的题材 哈哈

小路
让人们有了抄捷径的抉择
让心怀不轨者有了油水的所在
让路人迷失了方向
也偶尔 让人有豁然开朗的那一刻
让前方`未来更加明朗 ^^

当初, 我下定决心
曾经, 我无忧无虑
曾几何时, 我意气风发
忘了何时, 我跌到谷底
回想现在, 我无言以对
展望未来, 我的指路明灯..

为何所困?? 非也非也..
为何所烦?? 也不尽然..
为何所迷?? 从何谈起..
为何所逼?? 岂有此理..
为何所惑?? 不谈也罢..
过关斩将 又是何人设的关 谴的将!!!

911??!

just realised that today is 911..forgot how many years ago d..Americans having their disaster, nightmare..dullness hit most of the people though..ahem..sorry I want to say that I might not be able to find another day in these few months that is as perfect as today^^starting from late in the midnight..Utopia, which had occupied most of my free time recently..I became a LORD:)..though it only lasted for dunno how many hours,quite short..but can feel and enjoy the pride,still..ya today is Tuesday..a day which I made as my great-lepak day by adjusting my schedule..3 hours of class only..till 12 in the noon..here I'm going to say proudly that today is the first day that I didn't feel sleepy and 'fish' at all during class,after school had started for one week d^^had CAD class today..found out that I still can do what, not karat totally hehe..but then still can't rub off the sadness on the Ao that I got for CAD last sem..costed me hundreds of thousand won I guess:'(..but nvm lar..really hungry ler after class..I was the last one who left the class..why??not that hardworking lar to learn extra from lecturer or revise lar..I made my attack(u know what lar) in the computer lab:P..this time smart d..not like yesterday almost late for Fluids Dynamics class,in order to attack:D..act should go home and cook de,saving mah..really can't tahan..so ngam met dailou and cy..yeah ate in big group again like yesterday^^went for a shop in Lotte Mart..feel so nice..but kept taking nap at home..dailou must be shocked seeing what I doing when he reached home:P..haha..hmm today I finally cooked 'formally' and properly(not meaning the food nice) in so many weeks d..bah kut teh and dunno what vege(sux)..went to market for the first time in month??!my eyes almost drop seeing all the price..what the hell..10000won can't get all the things I wanna buy..cursing all the way??yet still needa carry all the stuffs home..so heavy..bad thing happened..suddenly I found that my mouse-pointer can't move d on the screen..even I tried my haven't-used new mouse..ok I give u time to cool down..unplugged all the cables and left the CPU to the fan..but the prob still unsolved when I tried later..ok had the most quiet dinner,without music and the CPU noise..mayb ppl going to say that I'm pessimistic but I really made the worst decision that time..(can't change lar when troubles strike..will be at a lost and as a result my hair will be the victim..if my hair not lebat sure will become bald..used to pull hair when troubled:P)..finished transfering all datas and files needed into my portable..FORMAT!!didn't give up at all act..I asked help from jun han^^finally settled,applying System Restore..thanks ya roommate:)..ahew..HOORAY..my perfect day not spoiled..been made more 'perfect' somemore..hehe..bathe time still smiling ler..oh ya almost finished the 2nd chapter for Thermodynamics..I wanna post this message to my 'DEAR' com:"if u keep making troubles for me, u r helping me to fund ur own successor"..hehe..com down time..what to do??TV also out of service..study lor..that's why can be this fast what..can't stop the joy(SHUANG!!)..haha I'm optimistics de lar for most the time.. baba said:"if a ppl can't eve daydream, then his or her life will be only disaster,ke bei"..hehe applying it all the time..father and son mah..ok now back to reality!!

more than one year d~~

more than one year didn't see my family dee..was such a fool last year didn't take a shot of them when I went back,with my digi-cam..swt..haha wrote this for my baba..though he doesn't have high education(only managed to finish his primary school), he's kinda father that all my siblings are proud of..I'm not saimeng about my dad lar..just that all my uncles and aunts said it's a waste that he didn't further his study mah..hehe I guess it's true de..if I have his 'geng'ness then I won't suffer in study d now:P..hmm he dunno English de..only knows to speak some words in English..but one thing..his Mandarin is kinda god-like to me..haha one of my aunt(whose Mandarin not that good) said that baba can even sit for STPM's Chinese exam dee..wah..hehe having a father who is an all-rounder is always great..as a carpenter he repairs fishermen's boat,ship..he can make furniture..most of the furnitures in my house are own-made..though my house is only single-storey house,but we have a double-storey room thanks to his 'magic'^^he knows engine too..or things related to metal(my uncles' field)..can handle some minor electrical stuffs also,such as wiring and fixing some simple electrical appliances..wah we save alots of money with our mighty father..until a friend of my aunt said that my family is stingy,using all own-made stuffs^^lolz..forgot dee since when..I began to fill my father's occupation as 'MECHANIC' in all the official forms or documents..baba is always strict to all of us since we were little kids..hehe almost all of my cousins feeling scared of him..hmm after growing abit older only get to know our real baba..caring, responsible, smart, humor..hehe mayb my Teo-chew before that sux gua..he's kinda nice and funny man to his friends, old classmates and our relatives too..humor, making ppl laugh..aiya I didn't inherit this good characteristics from him:|..guess it's baba's strictness that made all my siblings '乖乖仔' in eyes of our relatives,and even school teachers..(ok I admit that I'm not guai,not at all)..can't figure out how big is the effort he paid to make sure we have good education..hehe wanna talk about his weird weird hobbies..practising calligraphy..riding motorbike around..(kinda enjoy going out with him on motorbike:P)..hehe I promise(to myself) that I'll practise again lor writing with you when I go back end of this year, if I got the mood lar that time:P..Chinese literature..wanna 자랑 also..I touched Chinese literature bcoz of his influence gut..now mostly 'given back' to him again lor..forgot alots liao..but can't reach his level to write 'dui lian'..stop!!!now talk something bad lar about baba..a traditionalist..mayb I got some smell of that also??wah last time, even I already in secondary school, but still not allowed to be outside till late in night..Form 4 or Form 5 time, once I went hanging out with friends till a bit late(over 11pm), he will start finding me,by calling or else..that's why never experience staying overnight with friends that time..now I can see some changes in him..mayb all of us are grown up dee??dunno ler..that day modified one of his favourite poem haha..guess I didn't miss any about you hor..both good and bad:P..wanna go sleep dee..first weekend of our new sem..any plan??!

what had happened to me:@

first day back to school..lolz went to the wrong classroom somemore for the first class..first day already need to practise on lathe(one of the most common manufacturing machine)the assistant is going to give us a test next week,through evaluation..I had no chance to touch and practise the machine:'(..should have went back to M'sia so that can have my own practice on lathe and welding..private only to me..but then I'm confident that I can do much more better than some of my Korean classmates..though won't be able to fight some others..proud^^aiya I need to sound out 'YAHOO' and 'AHEW'..there will be no writing exam for this practical subject but test will take place every 2 weeks:'(..Mechanical no longer the Mechanical I know..oh ya thanks to Professor Lee for cutting my Mon's schedule to 4 hours..it's so kind of him^^not going to mention my second lecture..kept drowsing all the time..had badminton again after yesterday..my form was terribly bad..after 2 or 3 games nia already felt pain all over my body..no mood also..but then mates..must have exercise at least once a week..to keep fit and to stay fresh as well..ended up with me leaving the earliest..still gotta think hard over my schedule..either to have 2 days in hell with one lepak day..or 1 day in hell with no lepak day..see first lar..hate to decide and always believe that the ship will be straight when approaching bridge:P..wah almost felt asleep twice!!deng2..sad sad..at least 20% of my allowance this month will be gone..charmed into textbooks:'(..haha just know bout something funny today..and a bit embarassed too:P..suddenly figured out this:"THE MORE U KNOW ABOUT SOMETHING U WILL FIND IT MORE COMPLICATED"..can be applied on ppl, study and most of things..dunno why suddenly think of this..dunno whether I mean to use it on ppl or study..both gua(lolz)..

from now on~~

seeing all the MSN status u will know what 'tomorrow' means for all of us..few weeks ago I was hoping that tomorrow will be the 'tomorrow' mentioned above^^(confusing??):P..but now like dun wan to start school..sobz..last nite went to norae(kara-oke) for the fourth time in 2 months^^had a great time there..again this morning dota still on so went to bed with sun already shining outside..but then as promised didn't touch dee after this 'morning'..I had badminton instead..b4 this really karat d since didn't play for months..but today quite ok lar..just a bit 아깝다 lost by rubber-set..sorry TS I'll do better next time^^wah quite tiring ler..maybe I just purposely made myself tired so that can sleep earlier tonite??like what xein said woke up earlier so that will feel tired earlier(her own theory wor according to her..can join force with me d..to create our own wai li:P)..dunno why dun feel like joining for 삼겹살(pork)..feel like wanna stay at home and be guai guai^^sleep early..had 'dan dan mian' instead for my own..though it's kinda instant noodle bought in China..nice to have different stuff than eating Korean rameon all the time..plus a 닭꼬치..yummy^^kolian can only talk to baba..mama already slept when I called..throat hurt by fish bone until needa see doctor..the fish costs RM100++!!!pity mum..I'll wait for the program u plan for me baba..hehe..feel lucky lar this summer not as terrible as the last..at least now I don't needa switch on the fan also..really hope this will be the longest nite for me till now..don't come the next day..aiya no idea on what to write dee..even I finish here also nothing to do liao..really want me to open the textbook meh..hmm I just rejected to have dota..feel proud^^oh ya my title here..from now on~~no more sleeping late and waking up late..it's a must..from now on~~no more lepak:'(..from now on~~no more crazy dota..a lots a lots..but then I told myself..after 4 months then..haha..