不眠之晨

I'm up, sitting in front of ASUS K40IN even before it ticked 7...
usually ppl face difficulty to get into sleep at the night, but me, in this morning>.<
perhaps some reading? or get myself a better breakfast? =D

月到中秋‘看不见’

秋夕，以‘浪迹学子’身份度过的最后一个秋夕...
秋风飕飕，乌云密布，嫦娥仙居的月宫景象含羞涩涩，犹抱琵琶....
常言道：“每逢佳节倍思亲”
我思了吗？还是思‘情’呢？
正所谓：憧憬未来，却又怕失去了现在....

十来日的休假，每天闲来无事，游‘街’好‘食’...
有朋自远方来，‘相见’不亦‘欢’乎...
才刚入秋，中秋‘佳节’却已在身后，不由‘怅’乎~~

fate...

I must learn not to cry over spilt milk....

I must learn not to grumble over uncertain and unguaranteed benefits...

I must learn not to be a chicken, in taking risk and having a bet...

I must learn, to do double-check before pressing the button...

I must learn, to read instruction in the first place...

I must learn, to 'appreciate' what I have in the present...

I MUST NEVER miss that 'sports shoes' again!!!

....

okay, it's back to starting point again...

trapped!

thanks to Mr. typhoon.. I don't have internet access at home since last night... and the technican will only come on Thursday... that kind of 'laoya' internet company is it? Internet out of service once the weather gets terrible... TMD....

already pek cek before going home, lagi pek cek after knowing that internet out of service... whole night lao lao long... all the tasks i scheduled to be done at home couldn't be touched! couldn't follow 2 dramas that I'm into very much also! sweat... luckily I could still spend the 3~4 hours by watching some that I downloaded but put aside>.<

again, plan is always perfect... planned to visit tour agency to ask about travelling package for my family... price is not out yet for next year tour.. luckily I did make call before visiting straight... Hase, only 2nd week of the sem, already fully seated after lunch! no, no foul words...nevermind I still have my 4th floor nest^^ planned to stay here till dinner, till I finished downloading dramas to watch at night, till I finished my scheduled work, at least!

fumalak!

昨日，有两个‘傻子’，每十分钟就按一次。
终于，看到最终数目了！被吓了一跳，我们干的’好事‘，值那么多吗？哈哈，爽！！！
同僚中，有些’立志‘要把它花完，背包旅行啦，给父母买些啥啦，给女友买包包啦。我又可做些啥叻？唉.....
剩下一周多点儿的暑假，本少最后十来日的学校假期？
想做又还没做的事？未了的心愿？太多了。
不小了，不能再这样，浑浑沌沌地，笑看红尘地。
“别人笑我太疯癫，我笑他人看不穿”。
这话对吗？我癫吗？我有资格笑人看不穿吗？
人，摸摸索索，这样就是一生~~

danger~~

I think I'm just too free... I lost count of how many opinion articles I read from Sinchew over these 2 days... Being a final year student who's going to step out from campus into the real cruel world of reality outside, I'm still way from being good... That's is, I rarely read news... I just got to know that there was a bus explosion in Seoul last week? If u ask me what happened in Malaysia lately? sorry, I got no idea...

long long ago, I already got this habit... I only read Sinchew, the main page and opinion... My logic is that I found it frustating to read the news, mostly negative, from my point of view... So, I got used to reading only the opinion articles there... Some may want to say I'm radical or what, but those articles really expressed out what I have in mind, or most of C-blooded crowd in Malaysia?

Lately, issues about stop sending scholars abroad, goverment & public servants' efficiency... and then there is an article, about reason why our C-young generation not so fond of taking part in politics... the keyword is stated there: DISAPPOINTMENT... it's said that our C-youngsters don't see any chance, and hope out of this country, which I couldn't agree more... some politicans(including our 'legendary' M) complained, what do we want... All we want is just a 'fair' and promising stage, a platform for us to show, to utilize our ability... If this condition is secured and provided in motherland, who will want to cross the Ocean and land for their future? The
more I read, the more I nodded, I sighed... just pray that, I won't be sighing, at least lessened, after 2 years...........
.
(another sigh: my hesitation and tiredness, made me miss the golden chance, maybe to achieve what I've been pursuing so far.... 앞으로 더 결정적, 더 결단하게 잘 해야 된다는...아싸!)