rAZOR Lightning R3L3van~~

long time didn't use dee..scourage's Razor..MC's Razor..k I teach u all how to use it..firstly must get POWER THREADS..so that u can attack with lightning-speed..then ar..get a Maelstrom..a combination of Hammer and Boots of Elveskin..with this item u have the chance to release a 200-damage chain-lightning..dunno the percentage lar..then with these 2 equipment can farm quite insanely liao..get an Eaglehorn afterwards..to build Mjolnir, which allows u to release chain-lightning also..with higher chance and more damage I think..never memorise the details..and remember to use the static charge..u will see the hero rounded with fast-spinning charge..whereby the enemy who hit u may get some damage..auch quite painful also..then ar..I recommend hyperstone and Buriza..whereby u can attack faster(much more o) and got higher damage..got critical strike somemore^^u know how giler Razor can farm??just now I killed almost 400 creeps..wow..but then quite frustrated also..coz I like fighting alone since others like didn't have the desire to push and end the game earlier=.=ma de I still got tones of Maths exercises to do lah..still need to attack 9:9 oo..imagine how busy I am..u all still enjoying dragging the game long!!! nevermind I forgive lah..

this afternoon almost lost my USB..I forgot to plug out after connecting it to computer in school..luckily still can find back..haha can't express my mood that time..失而复得..the feeling is just nice..like a sunshine shining in my heart^^tmr maths test..ok lah my preparation..at least I did try to do..haven't touched the subject that the exam will take place on Thursday..now just simply enjoy only since lost of hope dee..tired of fighting already:P..hmm got no idea how to face Physics lecturer on Thursday..but then after his class I sure will call DOTA..act I kesian u all didn't play for 'so so long' dee..I pui u all play lah:P..then weekend again liao..

what to do during weekend??need to call family liao..gonna tell them how teruk I did in mid-term..and see how their response will be??ask me not to care??or scold me like hell..u all dunno me..I am not smart..so don't always expect too much oo..hmm this Saturday Arsenal will take on Man United at Emirates..glory glory MU let's get a win and climb over the damnit f***ing gunners..must find a way to watch also anyway..Lionel u must figure out something oo..TVU player^^

today get the air ticket dee^^cost me 550000 Korean Won o..pain..hehe 22nd Dec will be in Taiwan..for one week..then by 29th noon will reach KLIA liao^^guess all miss me very much hor..I dunno whether I miss u all that much also:P..so still got half day to loaf, travel around in KL b4 getting home..my lovely home..my lovely bed and my bike..must go Xiaugu's house to see see..haven't been to her new house..less than 2 months..this darn disastrous 2nd sem will end..wah think so long de..something I already know..I know..I know..I know..very nice~~마리서사 (Mary 敍事) - 너 없인 행복할 수 없잖아..very nice also..and good night to this nice nice nite..

lalala~~

last day of this darn dull week..and did have half day full of dullness..only half day:P..haha once I told that I have no mood to do anything, but only breathing..damn stupid..this time without any inspiration, decided to kill off the another me..that wasn't me..the real me was trapped somewhere else, in another dimension, for few days..yea by watching some damn funny programmes, I started to laugh(wakaka)..suddenly my little world, my small small room like became brighter than ever..yea welcome back MC..can't understand maths??who cares..at least I know I had understood it when lecture time..exam??only a tool to get pride..and some money mayb..but all those never worth my wonderful life..my so-called 'bright' personality^^I dunno whether this is only temporary or else..at least I became myself back again..no matter whether I did try my very best for the exam(better than I did for last sem,mayb), no matter how..all already became spilt milk..and it's silly to cry over it..luckily this noon didn't let my eyes flooded..if not there'll be no way back already I think..tmr never come??I hope tmr is Friday, when I can be crazily lepak again:)

it's time to change...

did hesitate whether want to write this anot..a week full of failure, disappointment, dullness..ya ppl used to forget unhappy stuffs, as soon as possible..but everyone need to get past themselves to do that..ya it's over already..last week, I was the one who still loafing around, lepak, promoting stressless exam..when exam approaching, suddenly I feel like stress is from everywhere, every corner, and almost every ppl as well..day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute..yea can say that my preparation for the 1st exam, Mechatronics was not that bad, and the exam can be considered as a bright start..of coz confidence will be boosted, and the 2nd paper,Fluids is one of the exam I have the most confidence..k the paper was easy, should have been a nice one if I didn't modify my answer..ahew got blurring Math class straight after the exam..no mood during the class also..well the result was lots of question marks, lots of stuffs to catch up for next week test..somebody help me~~mayb my theorem is right..I will screw up the exam which I have confidence and do relatively well in those I was-was or scare of..2nd day of exam was a disaster..for the Fluids subject everyone need to go through a so-called 'report check'..and I got a question that I don't even understand what the lecturer asking about..after class I felt like at a lost..crossing road also like ignoring all the passing cars..mayb I was expecting for a horn to wake up me, to pull me back from that 'blackhole'..for my 3rd paper, I studied not much, since the scope was given, and is a relatively easy subject..but after the little downfall, I no longer dare to have any confidence..and was scared to death when I had a black-out totally when facing the first 2 questions..relieved still managed to get back in form, and had all answers same with fellow Lionel..pray both of us get full marks^^being cheered up a bit, a disaster-like downfall came..as what I saw there're only 3 ppl with smiling face after a physics paper..I'm sad(or glad) to say that I most probably will get a z3ro for that paper..imagine hours b4 was extremely happy with the previous exam..from heaven to hell..only Lionel can understand my feeling gut..arrhh..for the dinner after that we did have little bit of cocktail..and thanks that my alcohol supply was 'scattered' around, somewhere I dunno where it's..if not I might have made myself drunken??(lol for heaven sake)..even if a can of 'HITE' will do..the amount of alcohol u can take without getting drunk is propotionally to ur mood..mayb I should have a dart also like JT does..for the last paper of the week, nothing much I can do..tried my best to kaji some calculation..and it didn't show its face in the exam paper..yea I had not enuf time to do all the questions, and did not that perfectly..but it gave me some satisfaction..mayb anything will look nice, compared to the paper with 0-score..and on the way back from exam..I was smiling uncontrollably..like paralysed..thanks to the group-dinner..I really had a nice time there^^and to 허준:"please don't ask me whether going to study anot everytime u talk to me!!!"..on my way home I met them(my classmates), just spent their time having alcohol..I'm going home for DOTA, not the darn damnit study!!!exam over dee ok?!!aigh even after exam also I stayed up very late..even if I am tired already hour b4 I slept..mayb going to sleep with a extremely tired brain will give me no chance to think of other stuffs b4 I fall asleep..and thanks for the hearing and the advice..now mc = mAGNIFICENTLY cOLLAPSE=.=

忙中偷闲..

说是忙中偷闲
其实不然
若不是太过放纵
也不会落得如此地步

功力又深了一层
相比起之前
如今就算看着他人如何打拼
我也依然自我
教科书永远成不了我的挚交
抱歉...就算你的魔法降服了无数的人
我仍要摆脱`跳出你可及的范围
寻找一个任我遨游`长醉下去的世界

十月中旬
深秋了
秋天倒是蛮美的
但之不过是凄美的美
美得让人深有感触
秋季的我
长吁短叹
多愁善感
若能叹上二十四小时的气
该是多么的写意啊

看不到时机
就象某人所说
捉对时机
事半功倍
否则 处处碰壁
犹如昙花一现的时机
可遇不可求啊


'百忙之中' 尚能在这 '不知所云', 能否羡煞旁人??
另类的室友, 让我不至过于压抑, 也感到庆幸^^

amazingly

nowadays...

the weather is amazingly cold...
the wind is amazingly penetrating...
the time is amazingly fast...
the exam is amazingly close...
the circuits are amazingly annoying...
my notes is amazingly long...
peoples are amazingly stress...
the DOTA heat is amazingly irresistible...
the cushion of my chair is amazingly hot...
the CPU is amazingly noisy...
I'm amazingly hardworking today:P...
beer is amazingly tempting...
ears are amazingly painful...
brain is amazingly overworked...
eyelids are amazingly heavy...
tomorrow is amazingly scaring than ever...
only...
the night is amazingly nice^^still~~~

blessing??or disaster??

everything has its both sides
sometimes, it'll be just great to you
sometimes it'll bring you down
till the lowest point..
it all depends on your point of view
sometimes it'll look totally different at another angle
don't mind too much to be weird or different from others
the so-called difference might turn the dilemma in front into a straight, wide highway


when it's time for others to have party, to enjoy
me
it's so pity of me who still need to dig inside the book with my little head
the unfinished battle, the final battle lies ahead
the only one, the different one
so..
going to fight joy and laugh with dullness and tension??
you'll never win with the stupid way
it's joy to chase dullness away
it's laugh to get tension loosed..
you'll be part of joy after the battle
will be sweeter??since you suffer more
and
you can have your great time while others having tension
blessing, can be disaster sometimes
disaster can also be blessing as well
make no complaint, then you'll be blessed
that's the way, the way out of no way^^


(P/s#warm~~killed off the cold which froze my face, stiffened my hands..haha what kinda experience of cycling in such weather^^kaka recharging my brain..drained to dry=.=)

wakaka:)

笑
无缘无故的笑
莫名其妙的笑
从由心生的笑
那是 衷心的笑~~

微笑,
源自满足
欢笑,
源自欢愉` 幸福
狂笑,
源自大喜大悲` 发泄
苦笑,
源自无可奈何

人因喜事而笑
无可喜之事??
笑笑又有何所谓呢??
总比哭胜过百倍吧!!
笑一个~~

haha guess what??today on the way to class..I realised something weird with my face..I was smiling without any reason, or funny scene..lolz..suddenly felt my face also brighter, and mood also nice..guess should be a great start to my busy Wednesday gua..indeed..today 2 of my 3-hour class all finished one hour earlier^^the funniest thing happened during Maths class..as usual most of us blur blur only when lecturer was teaching..but then I felt more confident over last week and this week's lesson..seriously I will say sorry if u ask me to solve questions or do calculation but I think I can understand quite lots^^then there's one part..which the lecturer explained with light-like speed..arrghh can't understand even 10%..but that period was that one when I kept laughing..inside my heart maybe..firstly, I dunno what he talking and writing about also..really no idea on what to do..looking at him, and some blur blur faces around me, the only thing I can do is to laugh:P..苦笑 I guess..with KH sitting behind me also pissed off dee, cursing..(maybe not syok the lecturer explaining some terms in English gut..his English level:P)..then doing notes at home time..mou la la blamed by ppl pulak..hng!!anyway..17th Oct a smiling day^^nitez..