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2012년 2월 7일 화요일

我又回来了...

我又回来了...
也许, 回到这小天地越频繁, 越不是件好事...
过往还蛮兴奋的, 可以在这唯我的空间留下自己的一点一滴, 以容日后缅怀或反省...
近来留下的却是不堪回首的记忆...
真的很不高兴, 我试过 EMO, 可从没有过持续这么长时间的...
是能力有限的问题吗? 还是时不于我?
当初的豪情, 坚持已渐渐离我而去...
正所谓 '天将降大任于世人....', 我现在只想做普通人...
在面子书上试了个运程测试,

爱情 - 糟  : 无可奈何吧 谁叫你一支公呢?
事业 - 糟  : 正正是我当下的写照...
健康 - 糟  : 哇 用不用啊? 谁叫你酱 STRESS 呢? 吃又不戒口, 还酗酒...
财运 - ?    : 忘了, 还是赶快把手头上的'红'放了套现吧~

天啊, 现在我只能祈祷, 但愿光阴真的似箭呗~

2012년 2월 1일 수요일

钱, 作怪~

it's been long since my last post here... and even me myself couldn't expect the changes happened....
I, as time goes on, am walking further and further away from the ambitious goal I set for myself....
yet, gain in figure is followed by depletion in other aspects....
3 weeks of vacation, and today is the exact 21st day after I came back here, a prison called 'RRE'....
being the richest-ever me in my life so far, I am having the poorest, and the most lonely soul now....
well, the saying that when u gained something, u lost, or are losing something for it, is always true....
it's still long to start the countdown now, yet I told 2 of them, time is ticking really slow....
when I turned my head back, few more days are going to make it a month, the quarter mark of the duty before the next freedom....
I dunno what's awaiting in the future, I couldn't even expect how my mood is going to be tomorrow, less than 10 hours from now....
After all, I still appreciate what I am having now... some beloved who are always behind me, giving me endless support and power... some spirits that help me to stand against the loneliness, and mentally torture by an insane....
I seldom pray, yet I would like to thank and pray for the blessings, please, hold me strong till the end which might be not far away~

2011년 10월 17일 월요일

the day that made my week

there are some reasons and an irresistible force that 'urged' me to compose my 2nd of the day, a day that I want to remember so much during these few weeks of OJT~

As usual, every morning we have toolbox talk after exercise and before the duty starts... Almost everybody was shocked hearing that the person who needs to give talk today is a Philippine supervisor, called Jonathan and he already quitted... Well, another Philippine from my team, Jamie took over, and he talked about importance of communication in site work... He recommended to approach people nicely, diplomatically, not by shouting or way like that... I am firmly sure that he meant and included both the boss in our team... I could only lower my head, to conceal that I'm actually laughing... And, he even mentioned straight he did mean Korean supervisor, but from the sub-con company... the safety manager unpleasantly, tried to stop him from talking further, failed, and he ended up adding his words to 'save' the atmosphere, LOLZ!

Ohh, I forgot what I did for the morning, except the routine daily report and some scanning, photocopy stuffs... In the afternoon, another Pinoy sits next to me, got a call and was explaining with full effort to a supervisor, Korean of course regarding some works... Unable to stand, I burst out with laughter, and he murmured to me:"Why those Koreans bla bla bla........"... I am here with identity that employed through system that Koreans go through, receiving treatment and status as other Koreans do, but with non-Korean nationality... And, around me there are many from  Philippines, Tagalog could be heard all around... Yo, we are from ASEAN, I somehow have intimate feeling that we are from the same region, but my status is marked as 'Korean'... Sometimes, I even have the feeling of being in the middle, ROFL~ This is the best, I can sometime enjoy some funny scenes occurring between them (^^)

Today, I was thinking about dinner dish to be served as I wish... And, it happens!!! Fried chicken as the main dish... I really had a nice and full dinner today^^ On the way heading back to room, an assistant manager approached me, and after knowing that I'm currently OJT, he kindly 'promised' to give me an interesting assignment once my dispatched is confirmed!!! Oh yea, here starts the countdown of final 3 weeks as OJT here~

2011년 10월 16일 일요일

知足, 常乐~



"知足 常乐", 一句谁都说得出口的常用句, 但真正实践得到的又有几人呢?
我自问从小就要求多多, 从不轻易满足, 所以 "知足 常乐"于我就如"剥削(bs)"...
而今有些'年纪'了, 不知是否看开了 还是咋了, 籽麻绿豆般的小事也能让我打从心里笑出来...

写给我的上司 : 其实一句不经意的'good', '잘했어' 已足以 make my day...
写给大厨房司 : 一道 '닭도리', 几块香脆炸鸡也足以让我津津有味... 搞不清楚最近干吗那么嘴馋...
所以, 大家如果觉得我有年轻到, 千万千万, 千万千万要说出来哦~


2011년 9월 24일 토요일

am I that wrong?

여기 온 지 닥 열흘 된 이 금요일 날에
나는 눈치 안 보고 쉬라는 대로 하루동안 쉬었어
윗 분이 생각보다 만만치 않다는 사실에
현장 근무가 생각과 다르다는 것 더해서
내가 가졌던 열정도, 하루 하루 식어져 가고 있어

그런데 부정적인 면을 떠나서
나는 항상 고맙게 생각하고 있어
저 본국에서 고생하고 있는 전우를 생각하면서
그나마 여기 젊은 선배, 동기가 많아서 다행이라 생각하기도 하고
여가 활동에도 나를 포함시켜 주고
목요일 밤에 정말 즐거웠어 아주 아주
오래만에 그렇게 뛰어 힘들었지만, 그래도 취미고 몸 건강도 생각하고
술자리도 1차까지 좋았고

고민이 여기서 시작한다
나랑 비슷한 스페셜 케이스로 공사로 들어온 동기들
과연 니네 말처럼 잘못 왔는가
개인 의사 최대한 반영해 준다 해서 여기 만한 곳 없다는 것도
웬만하면 여기 계속 있고 싶어 제발 좀 남아 줘 다들~
이제 친해지는 데 노력하겠다는 내게 한 약속
제발 좀 무사히 나 여기서 한 1,2년 동안 달리고 싶다

온 지 오직 열흘에 불과한데 그래도 11월 빨리 왔으면 좋겠어
들어가서 나누고 싶은 얘기, 심정, 생각도 너무 많고, 집에 한번 가 보고 싶기도 하고
편안하게 자고 내일 또 새로운 출발^^

2011년 6월 21일 화요일

First post from SEI

After so many months, I came to my own sky again...
Please don't be disappointed that the first post from SEI is not a positive and a fun one...
I'm really really, really really sleepy and tired now...
Maybe I must sleep early tonight, if not tomorrow will turn out to be the same like today, or even yesterday...
Okay, let's get back to the Rabigh, hopefully I would be able to finish at least 5 files for today...
AZA AZA!!!!

2011년 3월 10일 목요일

星期五,期待的

过了明天,这一周的公务也就将告一段落...
这班同事,离我想象的,期待的太远了...
回想起在大宇时,还蛮吃得开...
GNEC时也比现下好上一段...
想不透...
我拼命告诉自己,最需要的是时间...
然而时间是否真的能解决一切?
我衷心希望起点不代表一切~
是他们的背景吗?
似乎开始有点愤世疾俗的感觉...
不是吧?走到这了才来?!!
嘿,no no no...
我只是慢热罢了!!!
数周前,友人的 ‘退堂鼓’声已响了回,我可还不想敲那鼓叻!!!
因为某人的软弱,我觉得我有必要坚强起来,决断点,再狠点!!!